QOTD ⌗3 | Feb. 18
❝ 𝒟ear queers , when did you realize ? How ? ❞
I realised I liked the "same" gender when I was in kindergarten to be honest. There was a girl in my kindergarten glass who I thought was really cool and I really wanted to spend all my time with her and be super close to her. But I didn't know what that was called and didn't remember that until I was around 4th grade when the pandemic began and I was able to explore all sorts of queer identities. I bounced through mostly multi-RoSe attractions before I finally settled on Pan.
As for me being trans? It didn't fully click until 6th or 7th grade or so. I knew I was bigender but I got outed so fucking bad that I kinda went back into the closet. After a while I started to come out again but mostly online, and I kept bouncing around before I finally settled to just... BoyGirl. 99% Boy, 1% Girl(?). It's hard to explain but it makes sense to me.
during 4th grade i found myself unable to stop looking at this one pretty transfer student to the point i started hanging around the area she passes by during recess just so i could see her. but i wasn't aware abt whatever i was feeling and doing. only during 7th did i realize i was bisexual after i got more crushes on both boys and girls
it was back in my day when i realized I was fruity all the way back in 3rd grade bc my cousin said she sees queerness in me.. and ...really like that js awoken something in me idek .... and seriously I don't know how she knew. maybe like her gaydar or smth. but i love being woke (love-hate) even though I'm still figuring myself out :3
so funny thing is that i never realized i was into boys irl like i never had like a proper crush until i did. in my sophomore year. and ill spare the details buti had this friend and we did something super romantic a LOT and then we just stared in eachothers eyes after and im honestly surprised i never kissed him. we were on his bed i was in his lap it would have been PERF. but we werent even into eachother or at least i wasnt even into him. but thats how i figured it out. late 2024
last year i realized i had more of a thing for girls cuz like,,,, girls,,,,, oughh,,,,, and i also just didnt gaf about my gender. i just ball.
through my best friend, actually. her sister identified as pansexual (and told me) the first day we met. it made me realize that I didnt have to be straight (and that I DEFINITELY WASNT)
When I was 13 i suddenly got the gay switch flipped and started liking girls. There’s no „I always knew I was different“ I just realised I had a crush on a girl and then went ok so I’m gay now.
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