so funny thing is that i never realized i was into boys irl like i never had like a proper crush until i did. in my sophomore year. and ill spare the details buti had this friend and we did something super romantic a LOT and then we just stared in eachothers eyes after and im honestly surprised i never kissed him. we were on his bed i was in his lap it would have been PERF. but we werent even into eachother or at least i wasnt even into him. but thats how i figured it out. late 2024