i would like to state that a lot of the things that are being said about are not true, and that the way people who are not involved are just parroting what other's have to say (this point is mostly for the tetratto lurkers. it does apply to alterspringers as well, just on a less personal level.) but i am taking my behaviours into account. even on neospring i should have been more mindful with the information or jokes i tell around minors. i've had more time to reflect. i am offering an apology to jersey, ethan, inferno, and whoever else has felt hurt by my actions. if they would also like private apologies as well, i'll be happy to give them out. i'll be on juicespace, but other than that i am taking a break from both tet and as for a multitude of reasons. my cineplex is hiring again, and i am currently going over my resume. this time i hope they'll give me a job. i am also working towards getting my N and have a driving lesson on thursday, and plan on reconnecting with stick (my friend from grade 6). my computer might actually be fixed this time and i can spend more time on wircord with my friends. point is, im hanging with people my own age and have goals to work toward, as well as volunteering and a class i go to, which i've been told is good for my mental health. i'll probably get into coding too, because i need more hobbies. i am once again sorry. if you need me, my discord is open because i will not be checking on here until my break is done (earliest march 13th).