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magazine o magazine What thoughts might you have about seungchan pray tell? they're fascinating to me because their dynamic is EITHER the quietest, most secret kind of love (chan writing or giving songs to seungmin, seungmin offering food to chan with a murmur or no word at all) OR they're loudly teasing each other, seungmin calling chan old, chan chasing seungmin down and picking him up…
gonna get my horny thought out of the way so i can get to my full thoughts on their emotional dynamic; godddd… seungchan are soso ripe for that older/younger dynamic, especially because of how obsessed Seungmin is with calling Chan old. I genuinely think Seungmin likes the age gap a lot,,he inflates it on purpose, harping on it constantly because the thought turns him on and because he loves making people mad enough to toss him around anyway hahahahaaaaaaa
As for their emotional dynamic; you're so right about their quieter love and companionship. Seungmin, being such a good listener and this sort of firm and grounded pillar to lean against feels really well suited to the kind of emotional support that i see Chan as actually capable of receiving. If that makes any sense. 2kr has basically taught us that Chan is bad at allowing himself to be forgiven or emotionally supported, (duh) and with that infamous chanlix comment about being an emotional punching bag… i think that’s exactly what Chan looks for when he’s finally ready to emotionally unload. I don’t think he wants to hurt people at all, but I do think he views His Personal emotional unloading as something taxing for others, something that “requires energy,” and honestly he’s not all the way wrong in that regard because the truth is that being someone’s emotional support isn’t always easy for a multitude of reasons, be it that they have so much going on that you feel like there's nothing you can say, or because it's hard to get them to open up in the first place, etc etc.
the way i understand chan is that when he’s struggling is that he isn’t rlly looking for softness or coddling, he kinda just wants a place where he can feel all the feelings he usually denies himself. And when it comes to seungchan and their infamously teary meal, it’s so clear that Seungmin is someone he feels genuinely safe with. i dont think that Seungmin is prime for this sort of thing because he’s not warm or emotional--i think he is both of those things--but i think seungmin operates on his own schedule emotionally in a way that is similar to chan. And he’s known for being a good listener not only because he keeps his composure but because he can look at other people’s issues objectively and offer a more logical, analytical perspective. That’s super comforting for members who tend to be more immediately emotional (like Hyunjin). In this sense, he’s perfect for Chan. Chan hates feeling coddled or catered to, so being able to share a meal and suddenly burst into tears without fear of judgment or making Seungmin worry too much… that’s incredibly valuable. That’s rare.
What makes them so interesting is how emotionally mature Seungmin is in some ways while also clearly having these huge emotional revelations in these 2krs. like he has literal teary outbursts despite his best efforts, and moments where he’s shocked to hear about distance in certain relationships (like with seungjin 2kr). and it's bc of this i think he’s similar to Chan in struggling to connect with himself emotionally. It’s not the same as Chan’s tight emotional grip, but seungmin being more logically oriented means he can kinda talk himself through difficult times or just put aside his emotions until... well basically to the point that he doesn't fully know how he’s doing until it hits him like a truck.
On one hand, this is part of what makes him a consistent, safe, and “strong” space for others. On the other, it means it takes a lot for him to feel what he needs to. I think that’s part of why he got hit so hard in that first 2kr with Chan. it wasn't just because he was emotional about their relationship, but i think also because he might subconsciously associate himself with Chan. Feeling Seen/Reflected in Chan’s way of navigating feelings may have rattled him. and even then, he says he doesn’t understand why he suddenly felt so emotional, and then when he opened up about feeling sad over something that had happened years ago, and then that he hadnt said anything about it because he didn’t want to burden Chan, who already had a lot on his plate. “It’s been forever since I cried.” :< our poor baby.
I also wonder how much fear of being emotional plays into moments like this. not that he doesn’t feel safe crying in front of chan, but i wonder if seungmin Knows others come to him because he’s so good at remaining composed. being emotional can feel like failing, like he’s adding another weight onto someone else, especially onto chan in that moment. And, just to be clear, I don’t think people like this (chan included) are genuinely trying to burden others when they open up, and I don’t think either of them see others leaning on them as burdensome. It’s more that they’re deeply independent people who dislike relying on others and feel more fulfilled being the support rather than being supported.
Either way, this emotional deep dive is all to say that I think they’re actually quite similar, enough to identify deeply with each other, and that’s why I’m so glad they have each other, even if they aren’t the type of friends who hang out constantly. Beyond the emotional parallels, they admire each other creatively so much… i would love to see them work as a unit. They're so ripe with potential in all the ways. I feel like i learn more about them all the time and there are always more and more layers to their chemistry and understanding that float by us so subtly ... gahhhh. they're really cute.
I feel like changlix has been louder recently. Am i imagining it? Do u see it too?
i joined skz fandom shortly after maxident promos ended so lowk if there has ever been a time where felix Wasn't obsessed with changbin and groping him all the time then i didn't see it LOL -- to my eyes they've always been well featured in their variety content and behind videos, though this hasn't always been reflected in their popularity as a ship. I will say that I think more people are opening up to seeing them as a real ship rather than just a cutesy moment though, and I think because of that their interactions see a lot more excitement and boosting from fans. I can't say I've perceived any shift or elevation in their dynamic to say for certain that they're louder, but I will say that I feel I've been talking about them more recently and i think they are sooooooo so cute and i wish i could see felix hump changbin until he cums in his pants amen
Hyunsung is so fun to talk about- so many people catch the same things! I have one thing to add to the discussion - vlive double knot era - skz had to write a compliment to the person on their left before the vlive show with fans which was read out live in front of each other and the fans, when it came to what hyunjin wrote for seungmin, I can't remember exactly what hyunjin said but it was about how he had never fought seungmin, how seungmin is a goos friend and someone he thinks of when he is having a hard time 🥲 han was asked to read hyunjin's comment to everyone, han read a bit out loud, paused then said he was getting jealous, stays and hyunjin lowkey freaked out after he said this, I have never recovered from this, also I don't think I have seen hyunjin act jealous when it comes to han lol
oh god .... han jisung getting jealous ... i usually hate jealousy plots in fic because i feel like i align too much with the jealous party and then i get second hand embarrassment because UGH we're being much too petty rn twin, but with han jisung it's just soooo delicious. i wish i was able to write more of him being a jealous little freak in my hyuninsung fic. i love how he admits it so easily here in particular like the candor is so hot to me LOL. i think hyunjin would be a bit more of a quiet and cold jealousy... like retreating until his partner notices. i feel like either of them being jealous is very likely to be the sort of thing that would sublimate into a real conflict conflict tho, as it was in early days where they were jealous Of each other's talents. the thought of them now being jealous bc someone else is getting the other's attention rather than the other way around .... UGH. love. i need hyunsung to get freakier NOW
what chan says at the end of divine is basically “we had fun” or “we played well/had a great time” so basically highlighting how fun the whole song/vibe was. AHHHH
thank you! a few people already cleared it up in the comments too :))
Btw i meant lamb among wolves specifically in the sense of the dynamic in that one image that occasionally gets posted of 7 wolves biting a single lamb
yaaaaa no worries i know the image!
Who up hyuning they sung
me all da time
Hyunsung has crazy chemistry onscreen, its insane, it doesn't feel performative at all, the fact that they have admitted they aren't buddy buddy like that e.g. contacting each other or hanging out makes me so confused, why are they so intense with each other 🫨
they are intense bc they need to FUCK ‼️ IT ‼️ OUT ‼️ no but fr they drive me craaaaayyyyyzzzzzzzz i dont really understand why they dont hang out that much either, but i think everyone has friends/relationships that they need space/breaks from because it can get a little too much, which is also why they were probably butting heads more when they were living together. when it comes to whether members hang out during free time or not though I rarely if ever take it as a sign that they dislike each other or anything of that sort bc their regular schedules have them right up against each other alllll the fucking time. they spend so much time together in the studio, rehearsing, getting ready for performances, living tgt, that it's rlly normal that 2 self admitted introverts would spend their free time mostly at home in their rooms rather than hanging out tgt. and on top of this, skz members are doing things outside of schedule all the time that we are simply not privy to! hours of time spent doing solo practice, working out, physical therapy, watching tv, catching up on sleep, talking to families, watering other relationships, and there are so many hours in a day. what's most important in my eyes is that when they're together performing, or just playing into a bit backstage, they are so magnetic and magical. i wuv hyunsung.
arirang? 🥺
don't do bottom eyes at me use your words. what does this mean? do i think about them? i'll be frank and say i'm pretty new to paying fr attention to arirang, though ash of course is a significant presence in my rts so you know what that means .... i Did upload a lil drabble/thread fic abt them to my ao3 a few days ago, but it was too short to warrant its own post on here so if you missed it here it is -> https://archiveofourown.org/works/74269481 but in general .... cute. i love the room for them both being similar types of crazy. i love thinking about all the ways jeongin has been such a Sponge for his hyung's mannerisms and habits and i love thinking about all the ways he turns the tables and asserts himself in new and surprising ways even more. i love tsundere cat fox and i think they would have so much fun dancing around each other and cuddling in close!!
I need Jisung to confirm or deny if he still has a crush on Seungmin. He mentioned putting Seungmin down in his contact list as boycrush predebut and never addressed it again
in address it again because seungmin is no longer his boyCrush but his boyFriend LMAOOOOO no but seriously what the fuck goes on seungsung. songwriting? hanging out? kissing? TELL ME NOW. what's so sweet about this anecdote of boycrush seungmin it that it feels to me like it may have been done to tease seungmin initially but man if i were han jisung and i had to watch my bandmate kim seungmin get more and more handsome as the years go on and get taller than me and more confident and cool i would fucking lose it. there is no way, joke or not, that a crush does not continue intensify forever after. (i am, in fact, Not han jisung, and i feel this way about kim seungmin anyway. now imagine if i was regularly in close quarters with him. #dead) im so fawking excited for their 2kr i feel like it's gonna be really awesome.
I am so curious about 2kr 2min! Seeing updates from the pre listening party about lee know doing aegyo and avoiding Seungmin, pls if this is their sick way of continuing their divorced concept, I don't want it anymore🫠🥲
OH MY GOD ME TOO. i dont really keep that close of an eye on 2min but god im soooo curious about what they'll say ... how they'll even behave in such close proximity. if they've both be standing fussing with some prop in opposite corners of the room avoiding eyecontact or if they'll stare at each other like they're boa constructors measuring up their next meal . . . . . im So excited.
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