i did not see the threads analyzing the med episode, i didn't even watch the med episode outside of clips bc them being under anaesthesia for clicks was making me feel a little :/ i did see that one clip of chan staring off as him fondly ... i'll be honest i think a lot of this "chanlix cut for time" rhetoric that has been going around for years is a bit of hoopla, and genuinely if there was cutesie stuff going on they would be Using it for fanservice, and i'm willing to bet that if anything were getting cut it would be bc it doesn't make for good fan content ... which i suppose by that margin you can interpret all sorts of things going on between them but idkkk idk. this isn't me being a chanlix cynic like i feel like im known for being these days this is me simply trying to be practical like i dont think it's that deep In The Way People Want It To Be... like it might be deep in different ways. idk. im not explaining myself well. idk how to articulate this yet. maybe need to do a space with vi and lets my thoughts spill out that way and maybe then i'll start making sense LOLLL. the house planning thing is always suuuch a hard watch for me like chan is so giddy and excited about it like i rlly rlly can't take it. idk if that was a Them thing so much as a Chan thing. han river walk was likely Hard. there's my chanlix shipper headcanon that work great for fic and then there's the Truth that i believe happened on that walk and those things aren't rlly compatible. i think heart kids room with definitely have a crumb or two that will revive the community but i'll never speak with certainty that they're going to interact loads or at all bc chanlix enjoy betraying me no matter what sort of position i assume bc they are EVIL muahahahaha