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may 1 '26
hello all,
do you like stillness? being comfortable? resting?
does it come easy to you, to take time off, to maybe...think of yourself kindly?
i know a lot of you are mentally ill and stuff (soz about that guys, RIP,) and i am sure your experiences with this topic...really depend on that.
Yeah. I do. A lot. I often say I envy Sleeping Beauty. However I enjoy pursuing my personal goals almost as much, and it's only when I have external responbilities backlogged: school, work, etc. that resting becomes more dreadful than rejuvenating, even when I need it. Which is frequently...
It's hard to find myself genuinely relaxing rather than overworking myself or executive dysfunction kicking in and I just don't do my responsibilities and panic over it internally. It would be nice to have silence, I think it's a beautiful thing to have, but it's fucking terrifying. I'm trying to be a bit kinder to myself, but it's uh. Hard. lol
hell no id feel useless and horrors will plague my mind. i need to work my body needs the adrenaline
I Love Rest! I just feel guilty having it. Doing it. I Feel like I don’t do enough for anyone, and It Makes me feel like I Dont Deserve rest. There was even a time where I Felt I couldn’t leave the House because What if someone Needed me? Will everyone be Ok?
I’ve Started to Put Value on Myself and My Rest. It’s Slightly Fixing me
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