recently, my body has been having a bad habit of passing out in the worst times possible. in the school bathroom, a fieldtrip center or whatever, the middle of the halls in my house after getting food (bonus points if its at night) and now.... most recently, a week or so ago i believe, in the middle of a family trip to the lake. it was especially embarrassing because it happened twice, and we immediately had to leave— however, my sister and her friend were already swimming semi far out, so my aunt had to go out to them and scream "GET OUT!!!! [val] BLAH BLAH PASSED OUT WE GOTTA GO!!!!" like a lot of times and if was humiliating even though i was already in the car at that point. my body is so weak sometimes and it's frustrating for me

unrelated probably, but i remember a specific incident when my family first moved into our current house, i was walking to my room and my brain suddenly logged off and the water slipped from my hand and i slammed directly into my closed door. thankfully at that point we had wooden tile installed so it was fairly easy to clean up

not even active on here and i'm srsly considering deleting my account because there are just so many people comfortable being weirdos on here... when she first got exposed you could say, i remember laika commenting on the original post saying something like "oh nooo who would do that?" despite knowing it was about her, and it made my stomach churn. the fact that she had the audacity to be so mocking and unapologetic towards the situation before running away and deleting her account like a coward really shows her character and it's so unnerving to think i interacted with someone like that, albeit briefly

i may delete later, but oh well, i hope my point got across. i send all my support and love to the victim

happy mothers day!

although i’m not very focused on goals— not primarily anyway— i still have them. not much, but still…. it mostly revolves around my education and future career. so maybe a lifetime one? i feel like the term is very… ambitious, ifykwim. with that goal i haven’t been actively working to achieve it over the course of years (not like theres much i could do for it right now), its more of just a want. something i want someday, but i’m not really working to achieve it right now.

hopefully this made sense, i genuinely tried to word it right this time… feel like i talk about this alot, but the goal is to become a marine biologist !

that makes me so happy, thank you! i usually don’t explain things well my first try, so i always do that if i have more to say… which i usually do. i also really like all your questions. even if i don’t answer they really help me think about who i am and really sort through my thoughts on how i see things. ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜

i have! i’ve been a huge fan since around… late 2024, i believe? i’ve been waiting for the anime, and it’s been really good, i definitely recommend it if it’s your thing! there’s definitely some embarrassing moments but i think thats just apart of the charm. i really could go on and on, i squeal everytime theres a new episode. my friends can confirm on that!