recently, my body has been having a bad habit of passing out in the worst times possible. in the school bathroom, a fieldtrip center or whatever, the middle of the halls in my house after getting food (bonus points if its at night) and now.... most recently, a week or so ago i believe, in the middle of a family trip to the lake. it was especially embarrassing because it happened twice, and we immediately had to leave— however, my sister and her friend were already swimming semi far out, so my aunt had to go out to them and scream "GET OUT!!!! [val] BLAH BLAH PASSED OUT WE GOTTA GO!!!!" like a lot of times and if was humiliating even though i was already in the car at that point. my body is so weak sometimes and it's frustrating for me

unrelated probably, but i remember a specific incident when my family first moved into our current house, i was walking to my room and my brain suddenly logged off and the water slipped from my hand and i slammed directly into my closed door. thankfully at that point we had wooden tile installed so it was fairly easy to clean up