Oh you should have not asked me this. I'm not even that far in and damn do I have a mouthful to say about ORV. Okay so first of all, let's start with Kim Dokja. His character is so unique in aspects of other main characters!!! His morally-grey way of thinking and his ruthfulness make him a good protagonist for an apocalypse and his realism for things other than Yoo Joonghyuk are very rational and while he may be ruthless as I said, he's usually right. I love morally good characters and they are always an inspiration for me to do better and be kinder in my life but Kim Dokja is like the rational side of me. He is realistic. BUT there's also his dislike for himself turning into an inferiority complex. He knows everything about what is going on in the story but he obviously doesn't like his life or himself. He spent ten years reading a book and having an obsession with it. The complexity of his character and his relationships with Yoo Joonghyuk and soon TLS123. I'm trying to spoil as little as possible lmfao...I think the realistic way the author's treated his character, giving him this sort of god complex and his sacrificial nature for Yoo Joonghyuk, as well as making him rational and funny, was such an inspiration for character making for myself. And Yoo Joonghyuk. Oh. His regression is so FUCKING INTERESTING HOLY FUCKKCKKKCFBNDJGN Okay so first of all just in the psychological aspect of redoing your life over and over again its just terrible for YJH. He very much hates it and wants to stop and being the only one that can do that, he feels incredibly lonely. He doesn't get close to people because of the fact he knows what happens to them when he "resets" his life, which is the excuse KDJ uses to continuously save him, atleast where I am. Every character in this story is so complicated and it replicates the complexity of human nature very well. And the apocalypse in itself... Ah. Theres so much. The constellations, the video-game aspect of it, YJH's regression again, the scenarios acting as video game levels basically, items, level-ups, incarnations...ITS SO MUCH TO GO INTO. All of it is so three dimensional and has so many little details SingNSong must have taken ages upon ages to think of. And again, I'm nbot that far. I'm only on page 450 in the novel and like...chapter 30 something in the webcomic. Ask me again when I'm done ok? I'll be like eighteen by that time but whatever

You just hate literature dont you... skipping a book rec like that. Bring back reading

II. Madoka Magica... I need to rewatch it. I love my lesbians
IV. Leshy from Cult of the Lamb was named after a character with the same name in the game Inscryption! Both games were published by Devolver Digital. Both Leshys are nature themed
V. Having to explain the fact I am every gender and no gender and don't have a sexuality label either is always tedious. People are used to labels and I'm not hating on them because they help people share who they are and have something to connect to or feel pride in, but I think that if people don't have labels, don't ask them for any? I was talking to someone in a server where I am nicknamed Yaoi Jesus not even cuz of Aoba or whatever but they assumed I was gay and I said "just cuz I like yaoi doesn't mean I'm gay" and they automatically assumed I'm straight and I'm pretty sure they now think I'm like pan or something... But it's annoying how people automatically go "so if you're not this you must be this?" I am a perpetrator of assumptions as well but I think it isn't that hard to realize that some people just don't fix into the queer or nonqueer boxes we all have made. I am a boy, I am a girl, I am nonbinary and I am also none. I like whoever I wanna like. I'm me, and putting a label on myself for years was so hard for me because I swapped from one to another and realizing none of them fit just right. I never had a perfect label for me until I realized I just don't have one. I like being seen as a girl sometimes or as a boy sometimes or androgynous but I genuinely do not care how the world views me because whatever they view me as, I probably am. I'm me. And I fall in love with who I do. I like who I do. And I am fine with being just me now, compared to plastering labels onto myself that I am not truly comfortable with for other reasons than it really being my identity. People are complex and some people, me included, enjoy finding things that fit them and wearing them as badges and being proud to be what they are. And there are people, me included, that no badges fit. And they will wear none or all of them. And is that a problem? I just don't want people to fit me into a box I am NOT comfortable being in. I am not cishet, and I am not transgay. Gender is usually a different thing compared to sexuality because if someone just sees me as a girl or a boy I don't really mind but I don't want to be classified as straight. It seems detrimental to my queer identity and who I am as a person. Idk it just bothers me that people try to fit others in boxes just because they are in their own