tbh if something is too personal, sometimes i dont post on timeline. “that” answer soon will be deleted, too. i posted bcs i wanted the sender know i answered it. so … if you hve more questions you can dm me? i cant promise i’ll answer right away. especially with topic like this, i need to sit down and reply properly. but i assure you, i will reply. kalo malu bisa dm pake akun kosongan juga gpp haha. idk if i can be much of a help since my knowledge mostly came from the street, i suck at the theories tbh. but i can play a big sister role who listen to your story 😉