no it is not just you i assure you that we all see it (we all = me and the voices in my head) . keonho is in love w tin and he may have been in love w tin this whole time but recently its been soooo much worse . notably he is martin's baby ever and keonho being hurt has made martin extra extra doting and sweetwith him and theyre both soooo bad at being lowkey abt their feelings so its just been obvious as of late . and obviously elephant in the room do i even have to say it keonho hand casts means someone else has to get him off all the time bc hes a teenage boy and he would die if he didnt jerk off . and martin has too much hand actually like way more than is fair so therefore he has to use his privilege to touch the little guy with no functional hands at all . and if martin kisses his cheeks and calls him baby and fucks him abt it then so be it . its like what you expect from every leader maknae pairing except they did it in such a fun odd way . and im eating it up i really am