i do think about marjames . i think many things about marjames . maybe im always thinking abt marjames in one way or another . i think its kind of funny that james went through multiple years of absolute torture and had nothing to show for it and then bighit said "hey heres this little boy can you guys make some beats together" and he didnt really have anything else to do so he said yeah . i do think they have an impenetrable bond now i do think that if they were ever separated they would both become weak and slowly die like the daemons in his dark materials . james is kind of like martin's familiar actually now that i type that out . im getting off track .

the thing about prodz to me is that martin was kind of james's saving grace when he was at his lowest and martin is the reason that james is living the life he is now but also martin probably couldnt actually function in life without james there . something something codependency something something mathyung/leader trope but worse somehow . always comes back to martin autism and james control issues and how they kind of fit together like puzzle pieces bc of what is wrong with them . its beautiful to me .

i also think they were being weird and gay in paris recently i think they kind of used the trip as an excuse to pretend like they were in love without all the complicationsssss and martin got fucked real sweet and hand-hold-y about it.

lee is writing marjames rn that we have worked on together so much and i think they sometimes do a better job of explaining my thoughts than i do so i will point u towards that the second it gets finished . its literally not even my fic but its my Baby . theyre just really special

thank u so much for being my first anon and also for liking my fic <333 the good news for you is i have a promising jamseongz draft in the works and ive been having so many thoughts abt them as i always do

jamseongz is honestly my petship and my favorite thing to talk about . when i first got into cortis and i didnt know anything abt anything i dubbed them as 'slowburnz' and i think that name itself is very informative for my views on them . alternative name was 'endgamez' but i decided not to go with that one. but truly heres the thing is that i love love love the way that james takes care of (and feels obligated) to take care of seonghyeon i think james gets to really fulfill his be-a-good-hyung urges with seonghyeon . its gotten worse recently especially re: those videos of james shielding seonghyeon at the airport and guiding him around by the shoulders it just seems like he gets so much out of helping seonghyeon and taking care of him . and seonghyeon who has a lot going on currently trying to understand his identity and who he is really looks up to james and kind of sometimes wishes he was just like james so he is always so happy to get the attention and the guidance and the help . irl i dont think they have any idea that theyre dating but in a couple years itll become glaringly obvious to both of them how deeply they rely on each other .

and sometimes i think james wants hyeon to be his perfect little girlwife ... but sometimes i think seongyhyeon wants to make a carbon copy of james's gender and inject it directly into his veins . im so excited to see how they change and develop as seonghyeon gets more confident and sure of himself bc i think james is so attracted to Confidence and he already wants hyeon so bad . so i can only imagine how down bad hes gonna be when seonghyeon is self-assured and confident and a more fully formed version of himself . its gonna be awesome .