i do think about marjames . i think many things about marjames . maybe im always thinking abt marjames in one way or another . i think its kind of funny that james went through multiple years of absolute torture and had nothing to show for it and then bighit said "hey heres this little boy can you guys make some beats together" and he didnt really have anything else to do so he said yeah . i do think they have an impenetrable bond now i do think that if they were ever separated they would both become weak and slowly die like the daemons in his dark materials . james is kind of like martin's familiar actually now that i type that out . im getting off track .

the thing about prodz to me is that martin was kind of james's saving grace when he was at his lowest and martin is the reason that james is living the life he is now but also martin probably couldnt actually function in life without james there . something something codependency something something mathyung/leader trope but worse somehow . always comes back to martin autism and james control issues and how they kind of fit together like puzzle pieces bc of what is wrong with them . its beautiful to me .

i also think they were being weird and gay in paris recently i think they kind of used the trip as an excuse to pretend like they were in love without all the complicationsssss and martin got fucked real sweet and hand-hold-y about it.

lee is writing marjames rn that we have worked on together so much and i think they sometimes do a better job of explaining my thoughts than i do so i will point u towards that the second it gets finished . its literally not even my fic but its my Baby . theyre just really special