not a playlist but the first time by damiano david (“and all the drugs i’ve done / they never got me higher / than the first time we met” was literally one of the inspirations for the fic…), merry christmas please don’t call (“oh golden boy / don’t act like you were kind / you were mine / but you were awful every time” was also one of the verses that got me thinking about the fic + “and time is strangely calm now / cause everybody’s gone / it’s just you and your anger” - is the inspiration behind the scene in the new chapter when yoongi is left alone on the balcony). i listened a lot to dancefloor by noisy when writing the previous chapter. quit by cashmere cat and ariana grande will ALWAYS be one of the songs that gets me into the fic, any fic of mine, this song is truly always there for me when im thinking about my stories… The yearning… “im gonna regret it…” but yeah i’ve been writing quite quietly, without much music… i really hope you’ve enjoyed, thank you so much 🥹🩷