turenste

Anonymous · 1mo

hiiii might as well hit you up here :) i have taken your 10/10 advice to deactivate my twitter account (permanently) and life has become very good :) hope you're doing well (and getting that jihyo physique alr) :D

hi?!2?2!2! omg life without twitter is so good… i’ve been there for over two months and it’s been beautiful! & TRUST I’m nowhere close the jihyo perfection BUT people have been commenting on my back arms and butt and legs… just pure admiration…. so fun & rewarding! besides i just love being in the gym lololol i hope life has been fun for you too!

turenste · 1mo

Anonymous · 2mo

Oh, i see that life has been busy and heavy you, and i hope that you find moments of rest and joy in between the gaps<3 -doodler

💜 there’s a lot of friday and saturday night outs with friends and fun coffee breaks with colleagues and time spent with family… although always being on work trips is hard, it is also incredibly fun and rewarding. life and people truly meet you in action 🫶

turenste · 2mo

Anonymous · 2mo

WHERE ARE YOUU AROOOOO -The doodler

twitter is a hellscape + got fumbled so bad i cant get over my crush and it is consuming my entire being + always away on work trips + always working + if not working, out with friends + if not out with friends, working out + creativity sucked out + keep having panic attacks while reading + feel like i have my 'worlds' blocked out. as if someone closed the door there.

turenste · 2mo

Anonymous · 4mo

I shall not be fooled again. You did the same thing with JOY last time! Jungkook is probably in rehab or something that's why he ghosted Yoongi 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ But if that's not the case and more angst is coming i'll also take it because i love the way you write about pain 💔

the other day i was on a call with a friend and i was like “i don’t get it why do so many commenters on f1 fic tell me they’re scared about what’s to come/scared something is going to happen to characters?” & she stared me straight in the eyes and said “val let’s think a little about all the plot twists you’ve done in the last chapters of your fics” . all of this to say i will neither deny nor agree

turenste · 4mo

Anonymous · 4mo

Would love to draw something for u but i will leave this for u instead ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ - doodler

i love it. thank you :p 💜

turenste · 4mo

Anonymous · 4mo

VALLL I LOVE UR FICS I WISH I COULD KISS U i don't know why but im so drawn to your writing prose 🥹🥹. it's so simple and comfortable to understand and yet it holds a lot of nuance, and can i just say I LOVE UR NEW STYLE THAT'S BEEN PROMINENT IN 'AROUND THE WORLD IN A DAY'?? personally i think it's one of the excellent examples of your prose!! i love the way you write yoongi, i can tell just how much you love him by the way you write him with sooo much depth!! i just want to say i find so muchhh comfort in f1 yoongi! thank you so much for writing grief so beautifully 🥹🥹 (tbh i prefer it than boyhood, maybe im biased bcs f1 yoongi is the first saplecute fic i read) sometimes i wonder how and what made you portray grief so sincerely in ur f1 fic, bcs it felt like it was written from the heart, like u experienced it? (tho i hope u didn't, u deserve all the happiness & whimsy only :D) it's not enough to tell u how muchhhh i find comfort in your fics, it's like drinking hot cocoa in a rainy night but it has a bitter aftertaste (from all the angst and regret and mental health issues), but later it starts getting sweeter by the end then wishing u could have more (from always having a happy ending)

thank you so much! i also feel like ive developed my voice in f1 fic and it feels new but good :) especially the first chapter! others still fall victim to the mediocrity but the first one ? Epic. I am really proud of that one LMAO thank you

and of course i love yoongi i love all of bts, these gentle, kind souls, it’s a joy to write their iterations

as for your curiosity about my grief, yes i’ve lost two very dear people in my life, one to cancer and another one to addiction, they were both very young and could’ve lived much longer. i also lost some good acquaintances in between. these days i wonder if me experiencing grief so young broke me in ways i can’t comprehend

thank you because my fics are my comfort worlds so i feel happy when people find comfort in these worlds too. thank you 🩷

turenste · 4mo

Anonymous · 4mo

do you have any songs or a playlist for ur f1 fic? im rlly devastated with the latest chap and i wanna deal with these feelings with the right music 💔💔 got me spacing out at ungodly hours of the night so respectfully and with full love, don't let me do that again. ❤️

not a playlist but the first time by damiano david (“and all the drugs i’ve done / they never got me higher / than the first time we met” was literally one of the inspirations for the fic…), merry christmas please don’t call (“oh golden boy / don’t act like you were kind / you were mine / but you were awful every time” was also one of the verses that got me thinking about the fic + “and time is strangely calm now / cause everybody’s gone / it’s just you and your anger” - is the inspiration behind the scene in the new chapter when yoongi is left alone on the balcony). i listened a lot to dancefloor by noisy when writing the previous chapter. quit by cashmere cat and ariana grande will ALWAYS be one of the songs that gets me into the fic, any fic of mine, this song is truly always there for me when im thinking about my stories… The yearning… “im gonna regret it…” but yeah i’ve been writing quite quietly, without much music… i really hope you’ve enjoyed, thank you so much 🥹🩷

turenste · 4mo

Anonymous · 4mo

I just wanted to let you know f1 au hasn't left me ever since the previous chapter 3 months ago. I catch myself randomly thinking about them here and there. That's how big of an impact your writing has left on me.
I loved how angsty and intense and heartbreaking this update was. I felt so much reading through it and I struggle to find the words to let you know how great it was. But I hope you get it nonetheless.
The part where Yoongi reads up on addiction and weather they can fall in love really hit me. I have nothing to relate it to but It broke my heart all the same. The part where Jungkook repeats how much he needed Yoongi, the part about them being sick patients and dying. And the sweeter things too, when Jungkook calls him cute, when Yoongi remembered he likes ham. My beloved 9795 boys. How Jungkook is still so obsessed with Yoongi he just mirrors him. The book club. The sex machine.
I felt it all and I am rooting very had for them. But as a certified Saplecutie, I know You Would Never Not Give Us A Happy Ending. Right. 🧐
Thank you so much for this! I actually picked up on keeping up a little bit with f1 from this. Which is huge because I knew nothing about it a few months back. So thanks for the small talk I get to do with my coworkers.
Take care, and I look forward to the next time I'll send you one of those.
Your very loyal fan, Marathanon 🫶

that's actually... im extremely grateful and happy this story has stayed with you like this?!

yeah, how do i say! this addiction arc, having planned it, knowing where jungkook was coming from all this time - for me was one of the heaviest parts of the fic, still is. of course he needed him, how could he not! :") thank you so much for commenting on the sweeter things, too - especially when you mention that jungkook mirrors him,,, Like He literally memorises every signle thing yoongi has ever said! and yoongi, The Egomaniac!! remembering his order, caring for him...

LOOOL certified Saplecutie sounds so cute! and of course! it'll get a bit more ugly before it gets slightly less ugly, but a happy ending Is Happening, their love is too great not to make it! even if i didnt want to, the characters would wrestle their chance out of my hands

ah, this is so cool! to know that my stories had even such a small but significant impact nevertheless... fiction is truly beautiful and can bring you lots of places and people, somehow, in the most unconventional ways! thats super cool, thank you for telling me about this, i am feeling all warm :)

thank you SO much for always cheering me on! its a joy to write for you! thank you.

turenste · 4mo

Anonymous · 5mo

I´m so exciteeeed for u to see it hahaha - doodler

Heheheheheheheh now i get why 😭😭😭😭 thank you so much im feeling so warm thanks to you 😭🩷

turenste · 5mo

Anonymous · 5mo

I hope the next one reachs uuuu, it was so haard but so rewardinng. Blessings and good day/good night- the doodler

you’ve worked hard. thank you so much. i know it’ll reach me in a couple of days!’ all the good thing and love to you, i will never thank you enough for this. good day/night wherever you are!!!!