murmurs · 18d
Hi Caro... reading your announcement genuinely breaks my heart a little, tapi di saat yang sama, aku bener-bener pengen meluk kamu erat-erat.
Pertama-tama, thank you so, so much buat semua hal indah yang udah kamu bagikan lewat akun stagnatepoet. Aku mau kamu tahu kalau I truly, deeply love all of your writings. Tulisan-tulisan kamu itu bukan sekadar hiburan biasa buat aku, tapi udah jadi comfort place yang selalu berhasil bikin hari-hariku jauh lebih berwarna. Cara kamu merangkai kata dan membangun cerita itu magis banget, dan aku selalu bersyukur bisa jadi salah satu orang yang beruntung buat nikmatin mahakarya kamu.
Please, don't ever feel sorry for putting yourself first. Kamu nggak perlu minta maaf sama sekali, Caro. Your mental health, your peace of mind, and your personal life will always be the top priority. Aku bisa ngerasain seberapa beratnya kamu mencoba buat bertahan dan juggling antara realita kehidupan kamu dengan akun ini. And honestly, knowing that you chose to step back because it was getting burdensome actually makes me proud of you. Itu bukti kalau kamu sayang sama diri kamu sendiri, dan you deserve to live your life with ease and full of happiness.
I highly respect your decision. Meskipun bohong kalau dibilang nggak sedih atau nggak bakal kangen sama interaksi bareng kamu, your well-being matters the most.
Terima kasih ya, udah pernah berjuang buat tetap menulis di tengah masa-masa sulit kamu. Terima kasih udah menjadi bagian dari kebahagiaan para pencinta aespa, terutama kimzhuo. It was a beautiful ride, and having you as an 'author' this past year was a core memory for us.
As you sign off today, aku berdoa semoga semua beban yang lagi kamu bawa di kehidupan nyata perlahan-lahan jadi lebih ringan. I hope you find your peace, get all the rest you need, and be surrounded by nothing but love and warmth. Makasih banyak karena nggak menghapus akun dan karya-karya kamu, jadi kalau nanti aku lagi kangen, aku masih bisa mampir buat baca ulang 'jejak' indah yang kamu tinggalkan.
Take good care of yourself, Caro. You did well, more than well. Sending you the biggest, warmest virtual hug! 🫂✨
The sweetest cupcake ever 🥹
I teared up reading this, I can't thank you much enough. Ah... how do I even respond to this, you're so kind...
Terima kasih banyak sudah menyukai karya-karya aku segitu banyaknya, aku gak nyangka tulisanku disukai segini dalamnya, it truly is an honor if my writings are your comfort place, I feel like I don't deserve to get this inbox because really, I'm nobody... but thank you so so so muchhh, I wish I know who you are so I can message you personally.
Thank you for all of those words, I've read it all, and I'm so touched. Aduh aku gak tau harus berterima kasih seberapa banyak lagi but I'm so deeply thankful, I'm sorry that I made you feel sorrowful because of this decision that I made :(
I hope life would treat you gently, kindly, I hope you're surrounded by so much bliss you'll forget how it feels like to be sad. I'm sending all the prayers back to you, thank you so much, anon cupcake. I will miss you :)
