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murmurs · 10d
I JUST DISCOVERED YOU AND YOU ALREADY CLOSED YOUR ACCOUNT… inikah yg dinamakan kasih tak sampai ADUHHH KAK PADAHAL KM LUCU BGT JOKESNYA HUHU T-T IM SO LATE AND I REGRET IT BUT I HOPE URE ALWAYSSS HAPPY AND HEALTHY YA KAK 🥺 and maybe… come back one day…
murmurs · 12d
Hallo ka caro! Aku baru sempet baca balasan pesan kamu. Honestly, kamu deserve banget dapet semua kalimat hangat dari para pembaca. Also, aku harap kamu nggak nutup alterspring kamu ya, biar kita tetep bisa keep in touch dan tahu kabar kamu ke depannya kalau kamu tidak keberatan hehe :p
I'm really grateful for your stories and for being such a kind soul. Setiap kata yang kamu tulis beneran kasih banyak kehangatan buat aku. Take your time for yourself, and please know that you're always appreciated. Wishing you all the happiness in the world, stay safe and healthy! 🤍
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Hello again, anon cupcakeee ^^
Untuk menjawab harapan kamu, aku gak bakal tutup alterspring ini kok, because as much as I’m leaving my twitter/X account behind, I do still want to keep in touch with my readers if they sent me something, so of course. If you said I’m always appreciated, then I’ll also try my best to appreciate my readers who misses me or just want to know how I’m doing. Talking to you guys is not tiring anyway, in fact I do feel happy talking to all of you ^^
So go ahead and leave some inboxes, long or short I’ll do my best to always come back here to check up and chat with you guys :) stagnatepoet will never be fully closed for those who’s still willing to come in, I’ll do my best to keep it cozy and warm for all of you ^^
murmurs · 16d
kak carooo :/ i don't know how to put my feelings into words after seeing your last post. i hope you're doing well!! it's okay kak you know what's best for you, and i’ll always respect your decision. thank you so so much for writing such an amazing kimzhuo storyyy i'll always remember it. i hope you get lots of rest, enjoy good food, and have nice people around you. thank you kak semangat selalu yaaaaa!!! from ironman who will always give you 3000 support 🤙
Haloo, iyaa maaf ya aku close secepat ini 😓 I do feel like I owe you guys a lot with a lot my works but I really am not in a situation where I’m capable of writing anymore as much as I want to :) Thank you for the appreciation and kind words, ironman. All of those 3000 supports are felt and I’m sending it all back to you with the same sincerity ^^ I’ll consider to be back once I feel like this burden is settled :)
murmurs · 18d
Hi Caro... reading your announcement genuinely breaks my heart a little, tapi di saat yang sama, aku bener-bener pengen meluk kamu erat-erat.
Pertama-tama, thank you so, so much buat semua hal indah yang udah kamu bagikan lewat akun stagnatepoet. Aku mau kamu tahu kalau I truly, deeply love all of your writings. Tulisan-tulisan kamu itu bukan sekadar hiburan biasa buat aku, tapi udah jadi comfort place yang selalu berhasil bikin hari-hariku jauh lebih berwarna. Cara kamu merangkai kata dan membangun cerita itu magis banget, dan aku selalu bersyukur bisa jadi salah satu orang yang beruntung buat nikmatin mahakarya kamu.
Please, don't ever feel sorry for putting yourself first. Kamu nggak perlu minta maaf sama sekali, Caro. Your mental health, your peace of mind, and your personal life will always be the top priority. Aku bisa ngerasain seberapa beratnya kamu mencoba buat bertahan dan juggling antara realita kehidupan kamu dengan akun ini. And honestly, knowing that you chose to step back because it was getting burdensome actually makes me proud of you. Itu bukti kalau kamu sayang sama diri kamu sendiri, dan you deserve to live your life with ease and full of happiness.
I highly respect your decision. Meskipun bohong kalau dibilang nggak sedih atau nggak bakal kangen sama interaksi bareng kamu, your well-being matters the most.
Terima kasih ya, udah pernah berjuang buat tetap menulis di tengah masa-masa sulit kamu. Terima kasih udah menjadi bagian dari kebahagiaan para pencinta aespa, terutama kimzhuo. It was a beautiful ride, and having you as an 'author' this past year was a core memory for us.
As you sign off today, aku berdoa semoga semua beban yang lagi kamu bawa di kehidupan nyata perlahan-lahan jadi lebih ringan. I hope you find your peace, get all the rest you need, and be surrounded by nothing but love and warmth. Makasih banyak karena nggak menghapus akun dan karya-karya kamu, jadi kalau nanti aku lagi kangen, aku masih bisa mampir buat baca ulang 'jejak' indah yang kamu tinggalkan.
Take good care of yourself, Caro. You did well, more than well. Sending you the biggest, warmest virtual hug! 🫂✨
The sweetest cupcake ever 🥹
I teared up reading this, I can't thank you much enough. Ah... how do I even respond to this, you're so kind...
Terima kasih banyak sudah menyukai karya-karya aku segitu banyaknya, aku gak nyangka tulisanku disukai segini dalamnya, it truly is an honor if my writings are your comfort place, I feel like I don't deserve to get this inbox because really, I'm nobody... but thank you so so so muchhh, I wish I know who you are so I can message you personally.
Thank you for all of those words, I've read it all, and I'm so touched. Aduh aku gak tau harus berterima kasih seberapa banyak lagi but I'm so deeply thankful, I'm sorry that I made you feel sorrowful because of this decision that I made :(
I hope life would treat you gently, kindly, I hope you're surrounded by so much bliss you'll forget how it feels like to be sad. I'm sending all the prayers back to you, thank you so much, anon cupcake. I will miss you :)
murmurs · 18d
Halo kak Caro, sedih bgt pas baca ini tapi aku bener-bener hargai keputusan kamu. Makasih banyak yaaa udah mau berbagi cerita-cerita keren selama ini, tulisan kamu jujur selalu berhasil bikin hari-hariku lebih seru. Please utamain mental health dan kehidupan pribadi kamu dulu yaaa. Makasih juga karena gak hapus akun ini, jadi kalau kangen masih bisa mampir buat baca ulang. Take a good rest and take care, kak! You've done so well, dadaaahhh author kesayangankuu😘😘😘
Haloo anon, maaf ya kalau keputusanku bikin kamu merasa sedih :(
Jujur, keputusan ini juga sama sekali gak mudah buat aku. I'm already used to hyping aespa up in this account through my writings dan aku bakal kangen banget interaksi sama kalian semua. Cuma, aku memang berada di tahap yang aku sendiri juga gak terlalu paham apa namanya, tapi rasanya tidak enak sekali. Jadi aku gak mau menyebarkan energi yang tidak mengenakkan ke kalian semua.
Mungkin kalian bakal mikir "loh kenapa gak hiatus dan inactive sebentar aja kalau gitu?"
Karena gak semudah itu, teman-teman ^^ I have been dealing this for years dan aku sekarang ingin benar-benar merasa 'lepas' dari semua itu, awalnya aku memang senang sekali bisa interaksi sama orang-orang yang punya kesukaan yang sama denganku, cuma sepertinya memang I am not made to handle many attention that well :) Dan akupun memang tidak merencanakan bahwa akun ini untuk 'long term' karena it was made dari keisengan aku aja, aku gak pernah nyangka bakal banyak yang jadi pembaca di akun ini :D
But you guys deserves to know that I love you guys so much and I always, always feel the warmth that you're trying to give to me, I appreciate that a lot.
Terima kasih ya anon, I will for sure take a rest and I hope all of you could have fun reading many other great authors work ^^
murmurs · 18d
halo kakak^^ i just saw the big announcement you uploaded on your account. i honestly didn’t expect you to close your account this quickly, and i didn’t even get the chance to reply to your last dm yet. i’m really sorry about that.
btw, thank you for everything, kakak. thank you for your beautiful writing, it’s always been so comforting to read, and honestly it might become something i’ll keep rereading over and over again. thank you as well for your kindness and the way you always responded to us readers so warmly. it always felt comforting seeing your replies to us.
i hope your personal life isn’t making you too stressed or overwhelmed. i hope everything in your life goes smoothly, i hope you’ll always be surrounded by kind people, i hope you get to eat good food every day, and i hope one day you can come back and write many more amazing works again.
good luck with everything you’re facing in your personal life. please remember to always take care of your health, eat and drink on time, and get enough rest. i’ll always admire your works, kakak ^^!!
from your biggest admirer -⛄
Halo, the warmest snowman ever ^^ I know, I honestly didn't expect it either that I closed my account this quick but everything has been so stressful and I'm scared it will be unbearable nor I will do something that will not be good for the sake of stagnatepoet's account.
I want to say thank you that you always spare your time to appreciate me more than I think I deserved, thank you for making some of my burdens feel lifted because you are genuinely one of the sweetest person ever. I have never felt more appreciated in life until you came in and just complimented me and swept these inboxs full of sweet words. Thank you so so so so much ya, anon snowman.
Thank you for the kind prayers, I also hope you'll be surrounded by so much love and peace because I know you deserve it. Whatever it is, I hope life's treating you well for as long as you're breathing. I also hope that maybe, someday, if possible I'll be back writing again. But in the meantime, I don't want to disappoint all of you because I still can't promise to write at stagnatepoet again. Maybe I'll be back with a new account and start from zero again :) So, I'm just going to go with the flow. Whether if it's a fresh start, or me being back active at stagnatepoet.
Take care too, anon.
p.s : About the dm, don't worry, I'll hit you up soon :)
murmurs · 18d
sedihnyaaa kakakkk, but it's okay and thankiess for making cute au i really appreciate your decision too. hope everything goes well in real life and don't forget to take care of your health, kak. aku pasti bakal kangen kamu banget kakakk :((
murmurs · 19d
BANGUNNN KAKAK... MINGMINGZ LEBARAN!!!
koordinat —> https://x.com/i/status/2059547774652395645
murmurs · 29d
hmmmmm cie arlena td mlm liat nami pake yg merah ya cie cieee🤭