I feel like this is going to be an emotional answer. So .. my happiest? I guess I can only say I'm happy when I travel to the cities I've always wanted to visit and distract myself from everything.

And the saddest part is ... I feel like I've been throwing myself a massive pity party for most of this year. Feeling down, guilty, pressured, helpless, and just everything ... It all feels tangled up together, and it often overshadows whatever happiness I have.

So simply put, between sad and happy, I honestly don't know which one feels 'the most' to me.

Anyway, thank you for the question, Helena! I hope the rest of the year is filled with nothing but good things. 🌹