YEAH. Yeah. i think he really really reaaally just needs an older man to put him in his place. i oscillate between him wanting to be taken care of vs. wanting to get fucked real hard and nasty by someone older who can make his mind go fuzzy and blank, who can make him feel good in the way he's used to, which is something he doesn't really trust the younger members to do for him. I think he really really likes hyungs man. I think he would be so much more willing to let go if he had one again because at his core, he's just searching for what he Feels like is the right person to submit to. and his whole life, that's always been someone older than him, who knows more than him, someone who can give him instructions without him feeling Off about it.

i also think he would be very easy to take advantage of because of his natural proclivity for older men (aka his painfully obvious and unfilfilled need to be taken care of). but i want to stew on that concept for a bit longer. Save it for smth else.