https://x.com/jmchaoright/status/2094058002546577641?s=46 i need martin to have him like #this
i'm salivating over this video bro holy fuck. Why is he doing that. Whore. i think if martin saw this he'd genuinely combust. You can do it. I believe in you martin. Put that big body of yours to use and bully him. If you're scared of the consequences, there are other means available too. Drug him maybe, so that he's pliant. Feed your dick to his lips and force him to look up at you with those dazed eyes. Cum on his face too, since he can't do anything about it.
this is very distantly related, but it's really really interesting because i think martin juhoon and james all have a Thing for control. james can't relinquish control for trauma-related reasons, martin has instances where he wants to relinquish it but also doesn't due to his anxiety, and juhoon's default state is a Cool sort of self-control over the years growing up as a kid constantly exposed to the entertainment industry from model -> idol. i think to juhoon it comes more naturally, it's kind of what he's always been like and he isn't comfortable with anything else after all these years (plus he's generally very laidback and calm) while james kind of forces it because he's terrified of remembering just how powerless he is, which is Very amusing to me. also because james is more comfortable being coddled and taken care of from his time in TA (i think this stems from his childhood too, actually) while juhoon doesn't really share that experience.
martin is more similar to james in that he Does want to be taken care of, likely due to the stress of playing leader all the time. he comes off as someone who Needs control -- he Needs to be stable and calm and collected or else he thinks everything will fall apart (Also similar to james awwwwwww), and that's also why i think it's very interesting to explore the side of him that enjoys it, particularly in his relations with everyone else. i think he really really Really likes taking care of others, gets a Massive ego boost from being relied on and seen as dependable (it's why he likes being around keonho so much) and this is especially amplified with james because of how distant he is from everyone else. and if you just push that concept a little bit, put him in the right situations, it's really really easy to twist that care into something more heavy, especially because of his tendency to accidentally do Too much when he lets his mind drift off. Something something james depending on martin emotionally for the first time and martin wanting to see him tear up again and again afterwards. Not because he's a pervert Nooooo nono absolutely not, don't get him wrong, he's not like that, he's not a Sick Freak like that he could Never feel that way about his hyung. he just likes that he's confiding in him, trusting him, likes when james gets vulnerable, sensitive, gets all quiet and pliant and soft just for him, only him. and really, is that so bad?
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