omg this phrasing made me giggle thanku. and yes i sure did! it is def a very personal fic rooted in my own feelings. a lot of it is to Process my own feelings... i started writing it around the time i finally realized i was never going to go back, and did not want or have to go back. i didn't have a lot of compassion for myself in the fact that it took me so long to come to that conclusion and projected that perspective on jisung heh. im sorry to hear that you relate but im happy to hear that it resonates. i found it really hard to find media that accurately portrayed these types of experiences so it is always nice to hear that people who share my feelings feel Seen by my work. thank you for asking! i hope you have found peace & healing, or find it soon