OH GOD. OKAY. i really looove the development of their relationship especially on tak's side like yes this man who has essentially been home away from home is your protector but also why's he kinda..... i am honestly not SUPER deep into kengtak so my reasoning isn't all there but i do find kengtak really fascinating especially after tak's begun his adulthood and also the potential of shame on both sides.. it's just so fun to think about