Hiii Anon! I love sugar baby felix and I can easily see him as anyone’s sugar baby, but for some reason my mind went to hyunlix. Felix is the cutest most pampered little thing, he is so well behaved, so sweet, so eager to please and earn that sugar. Hyunjin treats him well, he is caring and gentle, always very attentive in public, impeccable manners. He is not too demanding, but his sexual tastes and appetites are intense. Felix actually rather enjoys it. He has never been fucked so thoroughly, where he feels that every ounce of his being is coming undone and being shattered, then lovingly put back together. The sex is great, Hyunjin is nice, they have great time together.

Except. Hyunjin is easy to give praise, to shower him with compliments, to pour endearments. But there is nonetheless a certain coldness to him, as if he is kinda aloof, not exactly distant, but there is simply a layer of him that Felix cannot penetrate. And yes, he is at all times being all like sweetlix, precious kitten, beloved poppet, but Felix cannot escape the feeling that this is just the way Hyunjin talks. Which he shouldn’t really care about, because he’s got a pretty sweet deal with him, but Hyunjin being so amazing and so gorgeous, Felix does fall for him, and his feelings grow stronger by the day.

He gets needy, clingy, pouty. Hyunjin is entertained by this, but still continues acting the same way. Perhaps the slight aloofness is just part of his elegance. But Felix yearns for more, for certainty, for the “what are we” conversation. He’s too clever to actually push Hyunjin and pressure him into doing anything more than he already does, but the elegant coldness frustrates him, he feels like Hyunjin is a carefully beautifully carved mask of polite manners and easy flowing endearments, where every single “sweetlix” and every single “poppet” is nothing more than a quirky way he speaks. He calls almost everyone “darling”.

So inevitably, Felix starts getting moody, acting needy. And Hyunjin loves being worshiped and adored, but while the clinginess flatters him, his natural instinct in such situations is to pull back, to act unattainable, more aloof, like he doesn’t care. This is a game of hot and cold that he loves and which usually leads people to chase him even more. And Felix does. He texts a lot more than he would have at the beginning of their “relationship”, he gets whiny and pouty, constantly saying how much he misses Hyunjin, making sure Hyunjin knows he is always available, and even more than that, that he always yearns and craves to see him.

Hyunjin appreciates that, or so it seems, because he reacts with fond amusement, like Felix is being so very silly. Cute, but oh so very silly. But Hyunjin’s heart somehow always seems out of reach. Even if Hyunjin professes his love as easily as shaking someone’s hand and lavishes him with attention. Felix worries there is no true substance behind the generously poured endearments and that Hyunjin would be like that with anyone.

He also knows he has no right to demand more, they arrangement is not that of a true romantic relationship, and he worries that acting needy will put too much pressure on Hyunjin and turn something that should be a fun and carefree and easy arrangement into something that more resembles a crisis married people have after decades of being together. Besides, they are not even exclusive. Or, they never talked about that.

Hyunjin never placed any demands except that Felix always looks his best and that he has Felix’s full attention whenever he calls or comes to meet him. Seeing other people has never even been mentioned. And Felix doesn’t know if Hyunjin is fucking someone else too. It is not his place to ask. But he sees how he giggles at other people’s casual touches that linger on his body for a bit too long to be appropriate, he sees the way Hyunjin basks in admiration, how flirty he gets with almost everyone. And Felix doesn’t know what to make of it. He shouldn’t be jealous, it’s not his place to be jealous. But he is.

So yes, dear anon, slightly angsty sugar baby hyunlix here, and really it can develop in different ways, so you take from it what you like. Thank you for the ask!! It was very fun to think about this ❤️❤️❤️