ohhh That one, i mean i did say it was a fun experience and i enjoyed talking to them (which ofc includes my bias Matthew) but it was mostly people watching because you really just watch people. i was just being realistic. and honestly i didn't state it explicitly but the "taking the L part" just means when you call their name but they don't look at you and it's just Awkward for a short moment yknow HAHAH but that's not necessarily a favouritism thing since there's lots of things going on so i should've spread that into separate tweets but it was just a train of thought yknow? if i thought ppl were taking that tweet wrongly i would've deleted but it wasn't gaining much traction or starting discourse? so i assumed everyone just understood what i meant and moved on. and about the 2nd thing wdym one of "us" lol yeah he treats me well when it comes to things i pay for and make effort to show up for, even the badge was given at a concert which i paid for row 1 seat for, so again it's fr just him doing his job man... i am "one of you" bc i'm just a Fan, like everyone else. if you look at any other fan account of ppl who go to such events they have good interactions too, i mean isn't that what we always praise matthew for, for giving fans good fanservice..? and also "just kpop" doesn't mean i can't spend money to do what i want lol it means don't take it so seriously that it's negatively affecting you and your behaviour towards others. like why would i beat myself up about idols favouring other fans and let it take over my emotions..? the whole point of having the "just kpop" mindset is why i said you just have to deal with the fact that favouritism does exist in this industry no matter whichever idol you are talking about. it's human nature... and i am VERY well aware that i'm obsessed with matthew lmao would i be spending so much time money and effort on him if i didn't like him an extreme amount...

anyways TLDR you don't think i should speak on such issues because you don't believe that i am on the same "level" as yall due to idk whatever reasons you said, yet as someone who has been to offline events i feel like i have my own experiences and opinions to share which can be backed up by things that did happen so idk why i can't also talk about them and give my own perspective... if i wanted to cause problems i could've phrased my thoughts in a very negative way but i always try to go for a more neutral standpoint since i don't wanna be like that pancake waffle tweet but somehow it still doesn't work 😅