egg · 2mo
i personally like to think that jy just enjoys the attention he gets from jw when he teases the hell out of him because he’s an attention whore (lovingly) + he worships jw, who could never actually do anything wrong in jay’s eyes. ultimately, jay’s mind will always do any mental gymnastics needed to eventually justify whatever jw does to him. and i like to think jw knows that to a certain extent, like it mostly started with jw just enjoying pushing jay’s buttons to see how far jay would let him go (because he’s just a curious person like that and because he’s obsessed with jay), but he slowly started noticing that even if jay protests a little, he never actually stops him and jw’s freak mind <3 just. also likes the power rush that comes with taking a little advantage of jay’s endless faith in his goodness and innocence
hiya ty for sharing :3 crying at attention whore but i get what you mean about jay enjoying the attention hehe i see it in the way he keeps glancing at jungwon to check his reactions to the things he says and does. it kinda kills me that jungwon outright ignores him sometimes or pretends not to notice sjdksjdksjd man they are too good.
personally i don't think jay worships jungwon... in my head i reserve the word "worship" for how jay feels towards heeseung or kei, maybe even sunghoon a little. i think jay just really, really likes jungwon to the point he'd forgive him for anything he does which is something i'll never be able to fully comprehend (just bc i don't think i'd ever feel that way towards anyone lol). but ofc jay is jay and he is a paragon of light and has an abundance of love in his soul to pour into the world so i shouldn't be surprised. in the end i think he'll always see jungwon as Cute no matter what happens. and i'm even starting to think his thought process is simply "i forgive him because he is jungwon" and that's the end of it.
otherwise i agree with you about jungwon my crazy monki cat 😍 i understand how he'd feel. there's a certain satisfaction you get from making someone do something they didn't want to do at first just because you pushed them hard enough into it lmfao. i'm glad they found each other in this world so they can be obsessed and insane about each other together <3
