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egg · 9d
hii! could i please have the link of the 10k+ jywnjy fic rec thats in your inbox from one of the asks you just answered👀 i just read all three of the fics you recommended today and. i am obsessed. thank you for spreading these blessings
yess anon recced totally my fixation by fyralight and my pleasure shout out to the amazing writers who wrote those fics <3
egg · 10d
can’t reply but it’s busy being yours😭
egg · 10d
hi oomf!! hopefully we can get closer bc you seem super cool :)
egg · 11d
actually do u have any jywn wnjy fic recs cause it’s lowk hard to find ones that capture them well ….
(ps i read urs and it was so good i actually just died. and it just so happened to have everything i looking for at that moment of time….#Fate)
wah tysm i'm glad you enjoyed reading :3 which fic are you talking about specifically though? #surveying
here are some jaywon/wonjay fic i really enjoyed recently:
to be seen by sacrificio and all their other fics
heaven is a place not too far away by xoiysy
remission by stormheestars (rosecroons) and their other fic
i'm going to assume you sent in the other ask with the fic rec. thank you for that but it'll probably take me a while to actually get to it... i'm terrible at reading fics longer than 10k words tbh
egg · 11d
love ur jy jw thoughts? thinkpieces? idk what the word is Anyways so bad ur like me if my thoughts were articulated
egg · 14d
in your chart you said your image of jywn rarely matches their fics and tbh it’s like that for me too soooo much But i was curious on how you see them
hi anon that's a very open-ended question and this got long so if there's one thing to take away from this just read the next paragraph. i'll start off by saying these are my opinions so i'm going to cut out all the "i think/feel/believe", "imo", "to me" filler lol.
their dynamic is a lot more complex than the "jay is whipped and jungwon is a playful kitty" narrative that people can reduce them to. yes they're in love with each other but do they know jay is always holding himself back with jungwon and only goes as far as jungwon is comfortable with. do they know jungwon is always repressing his feelings because of the high expectations he thinks people have of him so he can't show his affection for jay normally.
i tweeted something a while back that explains where i'm coming from so let me put it here too: "thinking about yangjeng's relationship progression from i-land to debut to that 1 year jw was okay with jy being clingy to telling him to back off (came to me in a vision) to their present day mutual obsession and play fighting bc jw can't take back what he said years ago".
jay has alwaysss been in love with jungwon it's insane, whereas jungwon is the real bottleneck in their relationship progressing any further. which is funny when you think about how jungwon is the one who's more obsessed between the two of them. his constant need to bring up jay at the most random times and enjoyment of tormenting and teasing him are manifestations of him being unable to normally show his affection for jay, and the more he represses his feelings the more he keeps doing it this way lol.
it's cute because jay accepts anything he can get from jungwon and his favouritism towards him in particular is very obvious... jay enjoys all the attention from jungwon even if he pretends otherwise, but i don't think he realises that jungwon acts this way because he loves him A Lot. who up thinking about that one weverse comment he made where he said this is the Worst choice he's ever had to make re: OP asking whether he'd rather have ni-ki or jungwon as a hyung like you have got to be kidding me. jungwon would treat you So Well if he were your hyung.
again, jungwon can't tell jay how he feels outright because he has his ridiculous harsh self-imposed rules and he's an avoidant, but jay won't take any steps towards jungwon either because he's afraid of scaring him off (and he already got scolded by jungwon once for being so clingy when they were younger (ok this one's a headcanon but allow it)) and he's happy with whatever he can get from jungwon. at least that's what he tells himself. he's dying on the inside actually. so they're stuck in this beautiful cycle of miscommunication and misunderstandings. MY FAVOURITE!
i'm not sure that this fully encapsulates everything i feel, but if you scroll through my alterspring i have a bunch of asks on jaywon answered already. feel free to agree/disagree and lmk what you think...
egg · 14d
saw this video for the first time and it made me crazy so I’ll Share. https://x.com/jaywon_4life_/status/1711272535273193764?s=46
egg · 2mo
what are your thoughts on heejk?
egg · 2mo
bags by clairo is heejeng coded from
Jengs predebut crush perspective no i wont elaborate (this means the ball is in ur court)
Hi i was reminded of your ask (that i should've answered ages ago sorry) bc bags played on auto while i was in my phoebe bridgers mood. "pardon my emotions / i should probably keep it all to myself / know you'd make fun of me" ouuu let's all die. it's killing me that so many emo indie girls make heejay songs bc moon song by phoebe bridgers is Also heejay from jay's perspective. it's terrible. my poor jay.
egg · 2mo
I dont get how some people genuinely think sunghoon seems jealous of jaywon. Like he has shown many times before that he enjoys jaywon. And that one time when jay got called out for being jealous that jakewon was nominated for best duo, sunghoon was happily talking about how jaywon actually is his favorite duo. Thats not jealousy and ngl i see no romantic tension between jay and sunghoon at all not even sexual tension. Like it blows my mind people could believe sunghoon actually would like jay or jay would like sunghoon irl like just no… and that time when they did archery and sunghoon kept egging jungwon on to distract jay. Then jungwon distracted jay by pushing his butt towards him and sunghoon smiled and told jungwon ‘there you go’. Like come on now guys. I dont get if people are serious or not, if they truly believe jay and sunghoon are anything more than friends because damn i just dont see the chemistry. I know this comes as a shock to many rps people but if jay truly is attracted to men, that doesnt mean he automatically has to have feelings for, or have a past with, any guy he is close with, ever… some of yall, no hate, cant seem to wrap your mind around male friendships. Its one thing to speculate or make up a version of him in your mind but some people genuinely think jay is like… unable to be just friends with men or something
sorry this entire message is killing me a bit. idk if you're being serious and just ranting about shippers or if you're trying to ragebait me...
i agree i don't think sunghoon is jealous of jaywon at all i think he enjoys teasing them and seeing them get along (he thinks he's me). unless you're talking about that one moment in eat sleep en dive where he told jay to come, in which case yeah shippers are going to say he was jealous of jaywon bc IT'S FUN! even if he was most likely just annoyed at how inattentive jay was being lol. mind you both jaywon and jayhoon are my otps idk if you're new here. and since jayhoon is one of my otps i obviously think jay and sunghoon have sexual and romantic tension... you seem pretty adamant about them not having chemistry so i'm not going to bother explaining why or trying to convince you otherwise. but well your opinion is yours and i have my own.
as for the whole jay and male friendships thing if you're in rps spaces ofc people are going to talk about every interaction romantically LMAO. i get the frustration bc it can feel like his friendships are being downplayed but at that point you're better off muting and blocking people instead of getting mad at things you can't control tbh.