my impressions when i watched en-camp as a new engene who didn't know their dynamics: jungwon seemed most comfortable when he was around jay #IMO and i was fascinated with the way he actively sought him out even though they were in different rooms... jay on the other hand was just Soft and Quiet and Sensitive to me.

i rewatched the episodes to see if i missed anything hehe and wow there was a healing. i don't think i have anything new to add to what's already been said before by everyone else but tl;dr: jay being too self-conscious about being jungwon's manito to know how to act around him? amazing. jungwon not knowing it was jay because he's always sweet and admitting out loud that he knows jay is partial to him? amazing. ni-ki guessing that jungwon's manito is probably jay while jungwon was completely clueless about it? amazing. damn i'd love to see how jungwon would act as jay's manito lol. an interesting thought experiment to have.

one moment that has always stood out to me though was when jungwon asked jay if he was his manito and jay said yes and jungwon made That face. something about it tickles me... the kind of face you make when you come to Realisations... jungwon realising that the perfect one has been there all along...

ack i only started keeping track of my fav enoclock episodes recently but here's my (very incomplete) list with reasons why i like them, copy-pasted directly from my notes:
128: sunghoon cracks me tf up man
116: team-building. online and offline games. so much laughing and trolling. so cute. ESPECIALLY JAY
112: king game. jay actually winning LMFAO and jay doing things for jungwon for their restaurant bruhhh
106: just bc jay looks so good omfggg. jay's loyalty towards jungwon wahhh
53: so cute they're just taking pics of each other
52: jay sexy asf
46: yaongz unbeatable amazing teamwork
43: 25:00 sunghoon and heeseung making fun of jay lmfaooo

HOLY PEAK YOU'RE IN MY WALLS... i need to add my comments to a lot of these bc i'm physically incapable of not talking about jaywon. just know that i'm horse of agreement nodding at all of them

• I'M SAYING there's something about the lives where they're in separate rooms. and FACK the way they would have kept talking foreverrr if it weren't for their flow state being broken bc jungwon needed water
• NO BC JUNGWON PICKING UP SOME OF JAY'S MUSIC TASTE IS SOOOFJKSHDKDJF it makes me insane. that's a major way of knowing when you really like someone please. also thinking about that live when it was jungwon and jay at first and jungwon was choosing the background music but as soon as he left, jay was like "alright now let's play My kind of music" and played smth completely different no i'm crazy. but back to eat sleep en dive heeseung's comment and jay's shy smile after NAHHH
• sapporo 😹😹😹 jay freaking kills me. his need to be told things in a straightforward way vs jungwon's roundabout way of expressing his affection yeah no wonder. i hope jay figures it out soon. WHY ELSE WOULD JUNGWON SAY THAT TO HIM SPECIFICALLY. him being one of the two members who can speak japanese and is good at planning things and is the perfect travel partner for jungwon COME ON let's go to sapporo jay hyung.
• THE FREAKING CANDY LIVE AND WHATEVER THE HELL FLIRTING WAS HAPPENING OVER THERE..... 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
• jungwon's tone 😍 it sounds like he's getting cuteness aggression and wants to kill him at the same time i'm obsesseddd
• the your eyes only clip... tapping jay... slowly looking up his body... telling him you rule/dominate all of me... riiight...
• YOU GET ITTT that entire beginning sequence was the best jaywon part of the live for me (other than ofc The serenading scene) speaking of which the fact jungwon couldn't look him in the face at all while jay was playing the guitar for him pleaseesjsjdksjd SPEAKING OF WHICH i'd like to think that jay playing the guitar had Some influence on jungwon wanting to get better at the drums...

this was so fun thank you for sharing :3 our jaywon tastes are really similar omg

omg i was actually planning on making a thread of my personal fav jaywon moments but this is even better bc i get to explain myself... ❤️

i don't have a Real top 10 but these are 10 of my fav jaywon moments that i often think about...

1. jungwon singing "we're on the same wavelength with just one glance, i'm lucky that i met you" while looking into jay's eyes: the lyrics are sooo sweet and suit them so well i love that they were looking into each other's eyes bc it's as if jungwon was singing it to jay 🥺 and jungwon's smileee the fact that you can hear it in his voice and that he's affected by what they did and is kind of embarrassed is so cute 💔

2. jungwon filming jay in seattle: this one is very intimate to me it feels like i shouldn't have been privy to it... performing in his hometown obviously means a lot to jay and it feels like jungwon recognises and understands that? maybe even feels proud that jay made it to seattle 😞 so for him to be the one to film jay and put him in the spotlight and make sure there's a record left of these memories is so sweet. it's kind of adjacent to how whenever helium was brought up during d:u promos jungwon always made sure to mention that jay made the song... BRO THEY LOVE EACH OTHER.

3. jay holding on to jungwon's hoodie for a whole minute when he sat at the edge of the cart: nooo this one's kinda funny bc jay holding on to him literally does nothing bc the hoodie is unzipped JDKSHDKS if jungwon slips and falls that's it! but the gesture is sweet it's like jay is so worried for jungwon that he can't help himself from physically doing something to both 1) make sure jungwon doesn't fall off and 2) reassure jungwon that he's there for him :') also very cute about this is when jay initially grabs his hoodie jungwon was going to get up but when he saw it was jay he just sat back down again hehe... jungwon knows jay would let him do anything

4. jungwon saying he can't go live with jay bc they'll talk for too long: FACK the way he says it like it's not even a question to him it's a foregone conclusion. Obviously he's going to talk so much with jay and has so much fun talking to him he doesn't realise how fast time is passing 🙄 OK WE GET IT YOU GUYS ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER! i think what makes me crazy about this is that as fans we don't see them interacting in real time (bc in content there's always cuts in videos) so to get this confirmation that they talk so much together is amazinggg. it's also crazy bc they spend So much time together already how do they still have so much to talk about??? LET ME INNN

5. That live where jay played the guitar for jungwon but specifically the moment where jungwon didn't know jay was live and just wanted to hang out with him: like wdym you guys spend pretty much every waking moment together and you Still want to spend time together. jungwon just barging in without knocking like what is personal space when it comes them... also that pause when jay opened the door was so $+)#!$?")#(? the silent communication between them... i can imagine jungwon making a face like why aren't you letting me in? 🤨 (nonono guys he was wondering why jay wasn't giving him a kiss JOKEEE)

6. "a trend for just the two of us": jay sounding jolly asf bc jungwon was the one who pointed out that it's something for just the two of them i'm crying he sounds so happy about it. i just love it when jay is so obviously happy about something and you can see it in his face and hear it in his voice. imo this one's adjacent to the latest enoclock episode where jungwon suggested they make an alliance lol jay just really loves it when jungwon is affectionate with him in a normal way bc of how rare it is i can't...

7. jungwon asking why he'd miss jay when he's only away for a few days: LMFAOOO he kills me. idk how to explain it but the way he makes several guesses as to when jay is coming back and looks and sounds hopeful about him already being back is killing me like boy... you say you don't miss him but your body language says otherwise 😹 especially the change in facial expression when the staff tells him he's coming back the next day...

8. the weverse live where they're in separate rooms my favvv: especially the one part where jungwon's music can't be heard through the live bc of noise cancellation (19:20) but jay plays along and dances with him anyway, but when it's jay's turn where his music can't be heard (47:30) jungwon makes fun of him and says "hyung right now you're the only person who's laughing" and "wow you're such an ahjussi right now" LMFAO this peak dynamic... jungwon just Loves making fun of him while being clueless as to how jay shows his love for him because he's so used to it 😍 also i like weverse lives where they're in separate rooms bc the tension just feels Different

9. jungwon slowly getting angry that jay isn't returning his calls: boy is so obsessed and demanding and impatient when it comes to jay 😍😍😍 i'm in loveee with the idea that jungwon could be a horrible terrible creature and jay would still love him with his entire heart and give him everything he can in the world FACKKK. also jungwon's cute soft tone when jay finally calls him back 😿 another moment similar to this is when jay was on his phone in bed in another live and jungwon started getting mad at him... let's keep acting this way jungwona

10. jay saying he prefers giving love and jungwon saying he prefers receiving love: I'M CRAZY AS HELL no you don't get it the way my jaw dropped when they answered this on two separate occasions on weverse and i made the connections in my head... you guys don't know how perfect you are for each other really. jay let's keep bleeding our heart out for jungwon to take and take and take ❤️

all from the top of my head so the list isn't exhaustive but it's getting too long (>1k words omfg) so i'll stop here for now.