I don't know how to feel about myself, when I think about myself my mind goes really blank, and I can't really think about it. I am usually unaware and confused about my actions; meaning I just do whatever my body leans to, if my actions were ever bad, I would need to be told so. if my actions were good, I wouldn't know myself either; I would need to be told.

I am not really aware myself because I have lost touch with my true self and emotions LOL. I just... I just exist. My personality is a mirror reflection of everyone else's; I'm not really anybody; I'm just someone who's a mimic of another. I will end this nonsense here because it makes no sense and I don't know how to express myself, it is very hollow in my brain and heart alone, but it usually feels like I am not a person if nobody is around. I just exist, I'm afraid.