I know that nothing I say will make the things your head is telling you hurt any less or make you believe in them less, but I feel it's important for me to tell you the following, at least for now: first, your writing has been helping me, bringing me comfort, sparking my curiosity, and making me want to talk and learn more. It often happens that you identify with it, right? I have a similar habit of pulling out hairs, biting the flesh inside my cheeks, picking at the skin on my fingers and cheeks, and I only realize it when it all burns. Second, I realized after a while that despite having friends, nobody knew what was going on inside my head, and that if they looked at me long enough, they would notice the forced smile I sometimes wear involuntarily... reading about it and identifying with it brought comfort, you know? Like when we realize we're not alone in the mess. In short, all of this was written just to tell you that you're not alone in this big ass shit world, even though our problems are different and we're different people in different places speaking in different ways, you can count on a stranger in your anonymous messages.

byye