I totally understand you; one of my best friends also has a similar process, just less organized. I always thought the concept of characters talking to writers was incredible! I used to be more the one who would come up with ideas out of the blue and send them to him, and sometimes he'd go along with mine, sometimes we'd just let it rest forever lol
omg this means that YOU were the little voice in his head hehe i love that!!! a good friend of mine beta-ed records of you and me, and we would have small arguments bc she is like 'hey, maybe you should consider this', and i would tell her 'nah, jisung told me that' skjdfhsdjkfs it was fun, after about four chapters, she realized that yes i am open to suggestions and edits, but there are things that i'm like an immovable object about bc a character told me so i'll ahve to honor it hahaha
but it is also fun to have someone to have a conversation with abou the story!! like with sunshine and heavy rain, when minho goes quiet, i get really frustrated with him bc i just want to get to one specific scene that i've had in my mind since chapter one and he WON'T LET ME GET THERE!! CMON MINHO!!!! and it drives me nuts. but i recognize that having chats about abusive relationships and the aftermaths of it is not fun skjdfsd so it is better to just take a deeeeeep breath and wait for minho to see my compassion as that instead of pity (it's a struggle).
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