im GREAT honestly the weather here is beautiful and stepping outside reenergized me… also the only reccs i have are these which ive shared recently, sorry theyre not jbw i havent really read for them lately >__<

mother of pearl by takayama
https://archiveofourown.org/works/71804486/chapters/186900821

ive shared and promoted it a lot and its because it truly is something special… no ones writing fics like this in kpop, just very human and raw and upsetting because it is human… the tags are scary and the fears kind of warranted but not for the reasons people think. its just. so well written and visceral and a great exploration of the worst parts of the idol industry and the relationship (ktaki) created out of it. its ongoing and im so excited for people to get to the ending since ive been helping with some planning (another reason why its special to me).

mind & matter by concepts
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65318506/chapters/168058966

another one that feels rly human and also has CHEATING. kind of. just read it the recent chapter is incredibly horny in the best way and concepts is sooo good at writing this wistful wanting wiju voice… i really like anything that explored relationships in the ways they can hurt and change you for not just the better but for the worst and also what does one become when they form their self around another person

this last lamenting kiss by judeiswriting
https://archiveofourown.org/series/5746621
im linking the series bc omfg the smut sequel is insanely hot and sexy like jesuss fucking christ. this is just a fun read, veryyyy movie like and i adored every bit of characterization and character connections…. and it SO incredibly lesbian… theres so much wanting that is so distinct it really made me crazy. especially butch detective fuma omfggg i need her strap BAD

metamorphosis by wolftypefuma
https://archiveofourown.org/works/7892701
if you like weird porn. this one is SO weird like im mad i didnt write it myself but delighted bc this is better than anything i couldve done ITS SOOOO fucking good like just. woww