anonymous perverts · 1mo
https://alterspring.org/@meztlicat/a/116009691019443939
Right… like i can’t even blame her and i don’t feel like i have the right to be mad, which just makes me suffer even more. I feel like a clown right now😓 I should’ve realized from the start that she was already into someone. To be fair, at first i thought she did those things because they were close friends. By the way, she knows i have a crush on her… i literally confessed to her on new year’s eve. I’m really embarrassed and feel stupid.
i think you can be upset/hurt/heartbroken and even mad tbh... like if you dont let yourself hurt over this then youll never properly get through it. of course ruminating is never good but if you dont allow yourself to experience the hurt the hurt never gets a chance to resolve itself.. youre not a clown for not realizing at all!! youre not stupid either!!
