hi hi!!!

omg this is so sweet of you to ask actually! I think I tend to forget that people actually the read the things I post hahahahaha uhhh tentative answer: after I finish my slickfest fic LOL I….hella procrastinated and perhaps bit off more than I can chew with this story so I am still in the trenches with it but I am trying! I actually started writing that smau as a fun way to warm up my brain in between writing sessions for my slickfest fic. so yeah. probably expect me to actually go back to working seriously on the smau after I submit this fic….unless I get a sudden surge of inspo on it before then (which does happen sometimes lol)

the ao3 outage has truly been terrible lol hang in there!!!!!! <3

hi hi! 🩷 omg well first of all I am so excited for you! posting your first fic!!! yay!! please send it to me when it’s up if you’re comfy? if it’s too much pressure tho I get it

12 years is a very respectable age gap yes yes you should def tag it. I don’t think anyone is going to be disappointed by that whatsoever!!! In fact I’m sure everyone is going to freak out about how much they love it 😌 obviously I love to see huge a huge age gap like 25+ but I also think anything between 10 and 15 is incredible for their own reasons. I mean when you really think of it they come with their different types of dynamics and circumstances and I think they each have their own unique appeals about them that make them amazing. so don’t even worry about it. you have no reason to!

on the topic of choosing not to include the underage obsession in this fic: I wouldn’t say it’s cowardly, even if I understand where that sentiment comes from. I mean I will always be the first person to tell you to write whatever you want no matter what, but that doesn’t always mean it’s easy to do. I’ve had similar dilemmas when planning stories…knowing I could very easily indulge and include something I know will be a deal breaker for many people but then I wonder whether that’s the type of story I want to tell this time. If I want my fic to be judged due to this one detail that may turn people off or if I want it to be perceived for everything else that it is. In a perfect scenario I could have both things without any need to consider it but we both know that’s not the situation here haha. Regardless, I will still always tell people to be true to their vision. I think at the end of the day as long as the center of your focus is telling the story YOU want to tell then you can’t go wrong. And if this particular story being more accessible is more important than adding the underage obsession, then I by no means could ever call that cowardly.

and for the record, I also don’t think it’s cowardly to choose not to write something just because it may not be received well. writing is a form of personal expression and it makes us feel very vulnerable to put our words down and share them with the world. exposing ourselves to the potential of negative reactions isn’t easy. But I also think there’s a very special power and fulfillment that comes with writing what you want no matter who might not like it. So I’ll always encourage people to do it anyways, because I think it’s important to freely create without the expectations of others weighing on us, but I know that’s hard! And however you choose to navigate it is okay and extremely valid.

….that said HAHAHA if you do choose to include the underage obsession I will be cheering you on enthusiastically so at least know that you’d def be supported if you choose to take that route :)

anyways!! I am rooting for you! I hope that everyone shows so much love for your very first fic 🥹 I hope that they’re all nice to you and that you feel as appreciated and fulfilled as you deserve!!<3

first of all thank you so much for liking that fic it means so much to me ajkndwkjnd

ALSO!!! NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR SUBKNOW OH MY GOD I LOVE IT! give me ALL the subknow I will eat it the fuck UP!

I am so stoked that you mentioned wax play because that had absolutely crossed my mind but then I was like ugh I do not have time to expand on this so THANK YOUUUU fuck this is so good omg. no of course it's not too ridiculous. this is me you're talking to HAHAHA

jesus fucking christ…jisung fucking his hyung so good for his birthday. feeding him cake and making sure he gets a good taste. shoving it into his mouth and down his throat along with his thick fingers until he gags. oh my god im losing my mind actually akjfnjlwdnkjn jisung gets sooo close but instead of letting go he flips minho over and cums all over the cake and keeps feeding it to him. then he starts being all "omg hyung you didn't get to make a wish yet!! we can't be done yet!" and by this point minho has not gotten off…jisung keeps teasing him and if he gets too close he backs off. so now that minho is on his back and his cock is twitching and his all desperate and tearful jisung reaches into the nightstand and grabs birthday candles and a lighter and sounds him with a pretty pink one <3 cooing at how good minho is being and how he should make sure his wish is the best one he can think of just in case it comes true! so he lights the candle and oh my godddddddddddd it drips down the side and the wax lands on his tip and it hurts but minho is a little masochist and while he's being sounded by the lit candle jisung is holding another lit candle over his chest and letting it drip on the skin and barely miss his nipples….and minho's body is jerking and it's all sooo high stakes because the candle in his cock is still dripping and the flame is flickering hnngnggngnngngngg he's overwhelmed with sensation and FINALLY jisung tells him to make a wish and blows it out for him…then tugs the candle out and wraps his lips around his cock and finishes him off and swallows all his cum AJKNFLKWN AHHH HHHHHHHHH

I am so sorry this is just a feral wall of text and I will not be reading it back before hitting post HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!