omg i'm so sorry i didn't see this sooner, and never worry about bothering me!!! how exciting..! it's so interesting to see everyone's different ideas for enhajackets, and i must say i hadn't considered jackiehoon before (in my thoughts of jayhoon jackieshauna it is firmly in the same name order in both ships) but i'd love to hear more on it from you if you'd like.. i think that sunghoon and esp as a teenager does not quite strike me as lending towards having jackie's presence or role in the group dynamic, but i wouldn't be opposed to it in fic y'know? like jackie is very.. popular extrovert girl and my girlhoons tend to lean more toward awkwardly introverted lol? (closeted lesbian is a good match tho) and shauna!sseung intrigues me but also not rly something i had considered, but i think i get where ur friend is coming from even if it hasn't been where my mind goes immediately? a certain my way-ness, the emotionality (well, perhaps emotional volatility).. i also think it fits for sheeseung to suffer from post partum psychosis in the wilderness after the stillbirth, which i probably sound a little too excited about lmao.. so idk. i rly can't make up my mind definitely for anyone! (like i litr just had the thought of jackie!jake which i've never considered before but am kinda into now w how ppl naturally gravitate towards her..) anyway. thank u for ur ask and sorry for my nonsense ramblings that aren't amounting to anything!

gna treat this seriously even if idk what tone we're going for #sincerity and even if the concept of being a sex larper somewhat amuses me as i first think of larp as the acronym it is, and if ur live action roleplaying sex, at what point does one then engage in sex? (like how are we defining sex? but im a bit unconventional abt what can be counted as sex, ik) etc etc. anyhow.

in the sense of the more online term/concept of a larper, as someone posturing / pretending / faking, unless ur actively going around acting like an authority abt certain kink/fetish stuff as if u have the lived experience you lack, then i don't think you non-sex having status stops your fetishes from being.. real? like if it revs ur engine, or you get off to it then it's real? and thus ur not a larper.

so much fetish/kink to me at least is mental, even if some of it will be tied to physical experiences or actions or aesthetics/looks? but i also think that not having tried certain things irl / with a partner should come w the awareness of that the reality might not be what you wanted out of the fantasy, and that's fine too, and doesn't mean the theoretical/mental enjoyment of the fantasy wasn't real either. it's ok to like things in theory vs practice (and also solo vs with someone). and how are we supposed to figure out what kind of sex we want to have if we don't consider these things beforehand and discover diff things we're into or would like to try or enjoy getting off too? i think that's pretty healthy, but i'm also no authority on any of this stuff. sorry if you wanted a snappy fun n silly response lmao!

omg thank you so much..?? wowie.. ;v; i love that au a lot and think there are some rly solid parts to that wip, which makes me want to return to it sometimes but as of rn it's still in a hesitant wip amnesty state and probably living in my wip graveyard? i think it's bc i would either have to leave out a bunch of the stuff i've already written but like to not have too many arcs going OR make it a much longer fic which i def don't have the energy for.. but idk. maybe i'll return to it eventually? esp since i partially posted it to have a reference for when i start talking girlhypen lmao, and not just bc i was sure i'd never work on it again which is usually when i post it in a wip amnesty