cutie · 5mo
heyloo:] I wanted to give you my compliments and appreciation for your underbelly sktj fic. I read it on halloween and it honestly fit the vibe so well that I couldn't stop reading even though I was invited to a party, and even afterwards I kept thinking about it. It's so yummy and delicious my god I couldn't have imagined a tastier ending for the two of them. What does it not fucking have. The age gap,,, the messed up savior trope,,,, the intimidation and unease toji felt towards sukuna only to fall into his behavior, the highkey cathartic moment of reading toji straight up murder his abusers which I can only thank you for. it was SOO good. Amazing. Breathtaking. I don't always wanna see toji be the small, sad victim, which he is and you portrayed him perfectly but it's also refreshing to see him take action and make his abusers pay for what they did to him. It's another reason why BLAG was so amazing in my eyes, I was happy when toji unleashed his anger. Let him be a problematic princess with his murderous boyfriend whose twice his age♥ I also generally love the concept of corruption, so that's another factor for my obsession with this story. On the other hand, I love the unexpected sweetness and tenderness Sukuna showed towards Toji, in some ways it even reminds me of canon Sukuna in the manga and how he behaves towards Uraume. Of course it can be read as a tactic to lure Toji into a sense of security to further aid in his corruption, but IDGAF!!!!!!! I loved how gentle he was, giving Toji some space to come and take what he wanted, help him gain control back as an older man in contrast to the old men in Toji's past who had taken his control and consent in disgusting ways. It was lowkey heartwarming to read, Sukuna having a little soft spot for a younger Toji. And the smut was insane I was gagging through the whole section. It was so amazing !!!!!!!! thank you dearly. <3
omg hi!!! thank you so much!!! i think writing teen toji for me is such a joy bc it gives the chance to explore what shaped him into the adult he will eventually become, so maybe thats why he may seem like a "small, sad victim" at times: hes still in a very vulnerable state and with no idea how to process all the trauma hes experienced, and that to me makes for such an interesting starting point for a story! whats funny is that even the way he kills his abusers (naobito in blag and his father in underbelly) is so different and leaves him in a completely different state of mind, which then dictates a completely different future for him. and i really liked writing sukuna in this fic! we only ever see him through toji's eyes but there was so much going on with him!! initially he really just wanted to kill toji, when he first saw him in the rain. easy prey, but then something about him caught sukuna off guard and he realized he may want more from him... he definately couldn't understand it at first, thats why he said he was just doing it for fun, but i think he realized toji represented something that was missing in his life, something he didnt even know he was looking for until he found it. it was so fun getting to explore the dynamic between this broken runaway teen and this brutal, cruel cannibal with a soft spot he didnt he know he had lol thank you so much!! 🖤🖤🖤
