Sweetheart───────Weeping angels; statues of saints; cozy mornings when you're too snuggled up to get out of bed; watching the sunrise with a warm cup of your favourite beverage; jewellery, clothes, & perfumes passing from Grandmother to Mother to Daughter; a loved, worn out childhood plushie.

Maggot's Feast───────dark soil, maggots [duh], decay, cotpses decomposition process, fast unhined zombies, acid, leaking glow sticks, padded rooms n broken straight jackets

The Sovereign───────Cathedrals at night, in a full moon; listening to phantom melodies; matyrdom & sacrifices; mourning doves; thorned shackles & iron maidens; dystopian order, of unsettling perfection.

Funnily enough, I've kind of accepted that I want oranges or orange blossoms to remind them of me. Other things? Maybe bandages, those beams of sunlight through forest trees or through a window, soft plushies, blue or orange ice pops, fried chicken with mayonnaise, the concept of permanence and finality simultaneously, rivers, maybe the ocean but when the sky is that dark blue but it's still glowing, yellow jackets or hoodies, nostalgia, autumn... There's probably more but this is what I got.

As for favourite media form, I mostly grew up with downloaded videos on a hard drive or USB. I remember moving to a new house for the first time and not having cable TV, so my dad hooked up a hard drive to the TV we had and played some old movies on it. Probably old Chinese Dramas but it kept me entertained.

Silly someone grabbing your arm and taking you with her to run away from the sad world, especially during afterschool or golden hour (♫ Alapaap & Jopay-core). Alternatively, a quiet companion who will just breathe with you at 12am on a balcony with the view of my beloved city lights + Warm Lamps, Sound of the guitar on 6th fret, Playtime & Experiments, Bittersweet Escapism, The rain drizzling, Black Moon, Bioluminescent Beach, Dying sparks, An old letter from years ago kept in your drawer. Unfortunately, I'm Dramatic like Himmel when it comes to how I want to be known and remembered 😇 but all I am in truth is a loser flop and dat's cool too. Authentic at least

I'm very fond of picture books. Also, It has been years since I've last watched on a dvd player but it was a really nice experience watching Cardcaptor Sakura there. It was my mom's old CCS dvd from maybe over a decade ago. Watching it on an old player which had it display on a lower quality felt nostalgic as hell, I miss those.