hi. hope u doing good. the recent event of ym calling hm his soulmate makes me having a withdrawal and i need to let this out of my chest. i hope you dont mind me rambling like a homeless man asking for food in your altspring.

ym really see fm like some kind of god. if fm started a new religion trust that ym would be there. his adoration of him that started out, at least for me, as innocent is becoming more and more into some kind of idolization. i think he sees no fault in fuma. he is fuma #apologist first before he is a human. iykwim. i think thats why he close his eyes towards anything that fm do. he enable everything that he does and will indulge himself in it if it can make his fumasan happy.

also i hope u dont mind me talking abt hmtkym bcs i need this out of my system.

the hmtkym triangulation is in the sense that both are ym's saviour but ym can only see fm as His Saviour. bcs that was his first introduction to the normal person who is not in the industry and have a solid identity that does not require him to be anyone else. fm staying true to himself, fm's resilience, fm's quiet and strong self. all these moved a 17 years old ym who had spend the last ten years of his 17 years old life seeing people break, people change, people leaving and when he mets fm, fm does not change, does not leave and of course does not break. it gives him some kind of
reassurance. to think that they are someone like him, who had spend years and years of training and still searching for opportunity to debut. he sees himself in that 22 years old dude. fm makes him feel like he is not alone in this world.

also for tk, tk is the most patient man ever alive. he might not be able to get him ym hyung's heart but he is willing To Wait. no matter how long it takes. because he believe, eventually his ym's hyung would finally see him more than just a pet or a friend or a younger brother. tk always speaks soo nicely abt ym. ym kun is this, ym kun is that. and always ask people to look nicely on his ym hyung as well. nothing bad and nothing worse would ever come out of his mouth bcs he loves him beyond reason. also, worth noting that there was a time in enday that ym tell tk that if its not bcs of tk, he would be in the dark forever.

fm saves him from the loneliness of the world while tk saves him from being revengeful about the world. tk taught ym to see the world with the kind eyes. this is something fm wouldnt do to him bcs fm is such a stupid little fella and bcs fm doesnt understand how should he change ym's view of the world bcs if ym is hateful towards the world then its okay. at least ym is not hateful towards him. fm is selfish while tk is selfless. two opposite personality, and ym likes and loves both of it.

im kinda rambling nonsense now im sorry if i flood your altspring with this useless hcs. i love you user honeyl_ on ao3. i hope u never stop writing.