hmm, it'd honestly depend on my mood but it'd for sure be super super miserable bc i think they're doomed in a very specific way, even if they're fucking i think it wouldn't even all that sexy and hot, erotic for sure but not really steamy if that makes any sense. i think i'd enjoy writing canoncomp for them the most or like. scenes from rebirth's verse LOL and as to how i would characterize them,,,, once again i think it'd depend on my mood and what aspect of their relationship i'd be trying to convey with the fic, but the through line is that even when they're talking to each other they aren't saying anything real or what they truly mean, there's riddles and metaphors because they don't know how else to communicate. i have been daydreaming about this one jjuhum thread i made on my priv, about fm convincing bej that he should be fucking only him because fm won't break, simultaneously making himself the least desirable choice and the only option, how bej would love fm enough to view what he's doing as a sacrifice but not enough to stop himself from fucking him, & abt how unsatisfying the whole thing would be in an emotional level even if they do end up cumming together. i think that's so potent i want to write it someday maybe idk i dont have the time unfortunately ;-;