hai haiii!! &t had been in my periphery for a whileee & i even listened to deer hunter a few months after it came out but i properly got into them bc when btl came out, a handful of my mutuals (shutout juno & jj) kept talking/rting stuff abt it so i was like. Okay fine i'll check it out. and when i say btl as a song And mv are tailored specifically FOR MEEEE i really mean it... i loved it soo much & tbh i was ready to be a casual but then the performance vid came out and i just Caved lmao

as for jjunik, to be completely honest i was ready to be indifferent to them bc i never really vibe with the most popular ship of any of the fandoms im part of (im a rarepairer at heart 🤍) but the more i learned and watched the more i realized they are not overrated at all and were in fact made in a lab to make me clinically insane. (to quote world famous senny oomf. "heartbreaking; the most popular ship of the fandom is actually quite compelling.")

as for my favorite thing abt the jjuneko dynamic,,, man theres so much. when i say that they were made in a lab to drive me insane i really mean it, they hit So Many marks for me. im particularly obsessed with the fact that their main obstacle is their unwavering love for each other. they love each other So Much and its so simple when they're together that they're willing to let each other get away with anything and everything (i.e: bej's spirals, nc's constant adrenaline seeking, bej's emotional unavailability, nc's avoidance, their self-sacrificing/selfless tendencies that seem to be multiplied by five billion when it comes to each other, Etc.) jjuneko are Genuinely very interesting to me, they're so layered and convoluted and they're also extremely simple. the most beautiful thing abt them is their everlasting love, the most mortifying part is how gruesome the concept of "everlasting" truly is. they're forever doomed and theyre okay with it bc its forever. they wont ever be able to uproot the other from their esophagus. they live under each other's nailbeds. they made homes in each other's lungs. every single breath is compromised. jjuneko is insane and im krilling myself.Today..

(( shameless self-plug, if u want a more indepth loveletter to jjuneko, check out my fic bumping buckles (https://archiveofourown.org/works/81186231) i touch on a lot of what drives me crazy abt their dynamic in there :] ))