with bared teeth mention. oof. i’m sorry for what i did to you. i really do swear up and down i have plans for rereleasing that fic once i actually figure out how to say what i want to say with it. soulseob c4t straight sex is jongseob gender affirming forcefem and haku shota who Knows that jongseob is trans and refuses to engage with jongseob’s self deprecating detrans bullshit. it’s always kind of been a direct sequel to acedia in my mind. jongseob’s self image is so warped and distorted in that fic that i think anyone who’s going to engage with him earnestly about his gender identity has to do it through the lense of not letting him deny or deflect. i’ve had visions of shota catching him in the act in some way, a moment where jongseob is vulnerable in private and trying to express some sort of femininity, and refusing to let jongseob just brush it off. shota’s worked really hard over the course of their relationship to be the person who knows jongseob best, and it’s kind of insulting to him that jongseob thinks he can play the same deflection game with him that he does with everyone else (especially keeho). i’ve said it a couple times but if jongseob wants to be a girl so bad then the least shota could do is fuck him like one.