oh the applications thing was just a joke anyway sdbghsd i'm not someone who makes a point of seeking new intimate relationships really, once in a while i'll be lucky enough to encounter someone i'm immediately drawn to and i will barge into their life and make myself a fixture bcs i can tell that we are kindred in some way, but i don't depend on other people so i don't find myself seeking intimate relationships. i just happen across my people when i happen across them! let life do it's thing. i'm happy to be part of a community/fandom and have positive interactions with people but i don't seek to extend my close circle really!