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scared mootie again 😣 , the 9 days actually gave me time to convince myself that i wasn’t actually on anon and that u don’t like me specifically 🤕 im glad that wasn’t the case but i don’t think being shy around you is something i’ll get over ,, but i want you to hear that you have fans <33 you’re eloquent and respectful and sexy and i love that you’re very true to yourself . it’s so nice having u on my tl … even if i do get deeply jealous of everyone you flirt with hehe. maybe u didn’t actually want a reply but you bring out an embarrassing desperation for attention in me so i can’t help but cling to my scraps <3
pls don't say fans omg i only say that as a joke when people i have blocked wont stop stalking me ahsbdhsbsn you're my friends! even the quiet shy ones, we share a space we share a passion, you're all wonderful and weird in your own right <3 but i really do appreciate your compliments, i tend to navigate life in a way where i just am who i am and i'm aware and accepting of the fact that it won't be to everyone's taste, that's just life, but it is nice to hear that i can be a positive or encouraging presence for some people, that makes me feel warm <3 i can promise that if you ever decide to interact directly, it won't be overwhelming. i'm actually awful at checking my msgs and keeping up with people lmao the adhd is through the roof and i prioritize writing, reading, creating things, modding, the only social stamina i have left is spent on nyx and kira so i'm just a very low pressure person to have around, i kinda drift around as i please and i'm also just weird so i have zero expectations for how people should be around me other than i hope they can be themselves. i tend to take people as they are and love them quietly and carefully
