I think the reason I think that is because he's so inconsistent and relies so heavily on his charms to get by...if you look at interviews with him he contradicts himself a Lot. He's like oh I don't dwell on the past but I overthink all of my previous mistakes. Life is good but if something goes wrong I'll just break. I keep my bad feelings to myself but I also have No Bad Feelings Ever. Fkdkdkfkgh. It's like he really wants to say he's not doing well but has a hard time actually getting it out. I think a lot of actors suffer from self-loathing and Jake's the best actor they've got. There's something about having a role to play that can make you act totally differently. I was always a kid who was shy and hated herself, but I was able to take the lead in the school play without a problem and project confidence... because it wasn't really ME, and the audience knew that, it was just a role. I think Jake probably feels similarly about his idolsona. He's the puppy-type with boy-next-door sex appeal, so he plays up those characteristics and hides everything else. I have a feeling he's probably the one who's most different in private, though I have the feeling he probably hides a lot from even his friends. Even himself lol. Can't you just feel it radiating off him? That dark energy... sadomasochistic energies... The Fog...I also think this is one reason yunki used to be so close, Niki totallyyyyyy sees himself in Jake's angst. Pisces moon -> Scorpio Stellium like of course he likes Jake gkdmgmghmh. It's also worth mentioning his inferiority complex/lack of relationship with his brother.