GOVBALL WAS AMAZING!!! i haven’t talked about my experience anywhere super publicly so i’ll talk about it here!
i got GA tickets with my sister and our cousin, and we all traveled to nyc for it. i’d never been to a music festival before so i didn’t really know what to expect!
we got to the park around 3pm on saturday. once we located each other and made it through security, there was a lot of chilling and locating food/bevs. we didn’t feel super pressed to get great spots near the front—i’ve never been in a packed standing pit at a concert before, and had a pretty high amount of anxiety about people getting packed in too tight, so we weren’t going for any crazy good views or anything.
i got to meet up with some of my lovely stay friends and got so many freebies from strangers. one of my favorite parts was how many baby stays there were, kids with their parents who brought their shy kids over and introduced them to us bc they could see we were stays!!!
we came specifically to see skz but caught most of wet leg’s set, which was amazing. soon after we found a spot on the field that we were pretty happy with, they made the announcement about moving up skz’s start time by two hours. it was hot as fuck and you could tell from the humidity that rain was threatening, so we were all very excited about the change and shifted into locking in our spot on the field. a couple people needed medical right in my area, seemed like general heat exhaustion/lightheadedness, and our crowd did a great job working together to get medical’s attention and make room for them to get out.
skz themselves were phenomenal, obviously. this was my third time seeing them in person, and their command over the stage and the crowd only gets more impressive every time. they all looked RIDICULOUSLY good, and their energy was insane. we ended up closer than we’d anticipated, with great views of the screens, and of the members when they came out on the extended stage. the setlist was perfect, no one screamed louder than my group when they started the side effects intro 😭 the members paused the show at one point due to people in the crowd needing medical attention, and made sure they got the help they needed safely and quickly.
it was over too soon of course, but not a moment too soon actually, bc the minute they left the stage, the skies opened—torrential rain, winds, hail, dust flying everywhere, literal tree branches breaking off and falling as everyone tried to leave the park. despite the chaotic weather, everyone i saw was moving in a very safe and orderly fashion, and we eventually made it to the train without the storm whisking us away.
long story short, it was amazing. i would absolutely go to another festival for them, their energy was unmatched and there’s nothing like being surrounded by that many stays :)))))

HI BELOVED I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ESPECIALLY GIVEN THE FACT THAT I HAD THE BLESSING OF SEEING THEM LIVE LIKE THAT… i mean obvious start is yeni as chan’s mini me, even now that he’s grown and independent and he Insists he takes care of chan now and everything, that instinct to follow in his footsteps is something he just can’t shake and when he saw chan was doing his spiky punk rock hair of course a part of him was like well me too… i want to too… i want to be just like hyung…
but on another level i think they KNEW people were gonna be talking about it so there’s an exhibitionist angle to it, the way they Always have to make it everyone’s business that they live together and do everything together and innie takes Such good care of his hyung 🙄🙄🙄 they wanted people to be comparing them they wanted people to be talking about it they wanted to spark all the questions and theories and they wanted to be absolutely diabolical together!!!!!

anon i am kissing you tenderly i do think about this often
somno //
chan is the obvious first choice for me, something something being useful for the members always, letting them take what they need from him, nothing feeling better than waking up with one of his beloved members inside him ☺️
lowkey i think changbin would be into it as well
but my number one answer is jeongin i think somno is High among his kinks i think it pairs beautifully with his shyness and his humiliation kink, he has no control over what his face/body are doing if he’s sound asleep, so the knowledge that one of his members had him while he was out just brings such a rush of shame which in turn turns him on yaknow? and just like chan, he just wants to be useful… dreamy sigh…

hi anon! i would definitely not say i was wild in college, certainly not in high school. my first year of college my only friends were friends from back home who i talked on the phone/online with, i didn’t go to any parties or socialize with anyone and spent most nights in my bed on my computer. it took a couple years for me to make friends, but once i did it was a whole different story—i have always been a night owl, and combined with drinks and (drugs) i def had somw late nights. nowadays, i’ve come to realize i’m much more of an extravert who does like to go out just as much as i like a night in, but everything in moderation, because i do love a night in!
here’s the thing: i wouldn’t worry so much about being thought of as “the prudish friend who doesn’t go out.” if you don’t want to go out, don’t go out. if you DO want to go out and it’s just travel logistics that are stopping you, i think moving somewhere with closer bars will definitely help. but don’t do anything just because you’re worried what people think of you. i think that’s something it’s really hard to embrace at 19/20 years old. give it another decade and you’ll see how wonderful it is to tell your friends “count me out tonight, my couch/bed/sweatpants are calling me.”