i think vn understands that fanservice is part of his job and DOES participate in his own ways, but not in the same way or extent as other members might do. i understand what you mean when you say he hates it, because he definitely doesn’t engage in your “typical” fanservice, but idk if i would say he hates it because he knows it’s part of being an idol (unless you mean specifically the gay stuff, like when that stylist tried to put the sk badges all over his outfit and he pushed back on it)