Sorry to take so long to answer! I’ve actually been thinking about this, because it made me realize that while I’ve definitely read it, I haven’t ever written this until very recently, in my current WiP. Something about it feels so precious to me, just because of what it would mean to the two of them. Not because of societal constructs, but just because. It’s the very first time anyone has made him feel like that. The first time he’s ever made anyone feel like that. For Chan to allow himself to have that with Felix. To be the first. The idea of Felix wanting and wanting and wanting it to be him. Whether Chan is experienced or if it’s his first time too, even though that’s a very different vibe. Bonus points, of course, if it’s first and only.