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Teacup · 17d
Dan sampai kapanpun, aku akan selalu mengagumimu. Dari jauhpun aku selalu sudi. Sebenarnya sesekali aku ingin melihatmu menulis, menuangkan isi hati dan pikiran, dan aku hanya membaca.
Aku masih sering merasa belum pantas menerima begitu banyak perhatian. Masih banyak yang ingin kupelajari, masih banyak yang ingin kubenahi. Tapi terima kasih untuk tetap memilih tinggal sejenak di antara kata-kataku, Teacup. Janji, aku akan terus belajar menjadi penulis yang lebih baik. Semoga nanti kamu ngga cuma menghabiskan waktu di sini, tetapi juga membawanya pulang dalam bentuk yang berarti ☻
Teacup · 17d
Tearose, sedang senang menulis dengan bahasa, ya? Entah mengapa aku selalu terpukau dengan apapun yang kamu tulis, apapun yang kamu. Ngomong-ngomong, bolehkah berbagi kabar? Sedikit rindu aku ngobrol sama kamu. Semoga baik selalu hari-mu, ya! Dipenuhi dengan segala suka dan dijauhi dari segala duka.
Halo, Teacup. Iya, akhir-akhir ini aku sedang mencoba lebih sering menulis dalam Bahasa Ibu. Dan ternyata, bahasa yang paling akrab justru yang paling sulit diolah, ya. Mungkin karena ia mengenalku terlalu baik, jadi ngga mudah bersembunyi di balik kata-katanya. Aku masih sering terselip menulis dalam Bahasa Inggris, nanti juga akan masih begitu. Tapi pelan-pelan, aku ingin lebih fasih jadi diriku sendiri. Terima kasih untuk setiap doa dan energi baik yang kamu panjatkan, ya! Kalau doa memang tau jalan pulang, semoga ia kembali memelukmu lebih dulu
Teacup · 20d
Hiiii. Quick question, are you a part of the rp/fk community? bc you seem like that and I want to interact with u, but I'm afraid you're not... haha. I love your account.
Hello, Teacup! I’m sorry, but I’m not familiar with the terms you mentioned. If “RP” here refers to roleplaying, then no, I’m not a roleplayer. This is a cyber account. Everything I share comes from my real-life experiences; I enjoy putting them into words in a way that feels beautiful and fitting to me. I’m not entirely sure what about my account gave you the impression that I was roleplaying, but I hope that clears things up!
Josea · 2mo
Hi Tea, hopefully your day went well by the time you read this. How's your day?
Teacup · 2mo
You're very adorable. I wish I can talk to you everyday and cherish you, Rosie. I hope you'll be less busy so we can talk a lot again.
Mmm, there aren’t many people who call me Rosie, so I think I already have a pretty good idea who this is. Hello, you. I’m so sorry if I disappeared and left our conversation hanging for days, I didn’t mean to keep you waiting like that, Teacup. But! Worry less, I’ll be back once I’ve got my cape back in place, promise! So… can you wait for me until then, Teacup? 🥹
Teacup · 2mo
i miss talking to you. i still adore you, by the way. —cheeky
Good morning, Teacup! Are you sure you’ve got the right horse in the race? Because this letter sounds too sweet to have landed in my mailbox by accident. But anyway, please know I’m only a DM away. I know I’ve been doing poor job at answering messages lately, and that my inbox has been looking more like a waiting room, but I’m going nowhere. Think of me as a cat that wandered off to another side of the house rather than one that left altogether. I’ll be back before you know it, promise!
Teacup · 2mo
Hello, Tearose. You’ve been appearing on my timeline quite often lately—not that i mind. If anything, i’ve come to be quietly grateful, as though each sentence you write leaves a small flower blooming somewhere inside my heart. If i may ask, what kind of media do you surround yourself with each day to shape such a beautiful way with words? There’s something so captivating in the way you express yourself. Thank you for your time, and i sincerely apologize if this comes across as strange or intrusive. I truly hope your day unfolds kindly. 🤍
Good gracious, this feels like putting on a new pair of glasses, except these ones seem determined to highlight only the beautiful parts of the world. And now that you’re here, I feel like I can see them even more clearly. Thank you, Teacup, thank you so much for such a heartwarming words that came through those fairy-like fingers of yours.
As for your question… mmm… what if I told you I just watched Pintu Terlarang last night then came out with a love poetry right after? Ahq! Can’t even put it into words myself the way I convey things… it can be that bizarre and unreasonable at times. BUT! I’d like to think of it as part of living in a time, and in a country, where disappointment often feels easier to find than hope. you begin to understand how easy it would be to become cynical. Living in our country these days can feel like watching people fight for scraps of dignity while being told to be grateful they have any at all. That’s exactly why I’ve become the way I am!
I find myself holding even tighter to the things that remind me there is still something worth loving. A kind conversation like this, a film that understands the human heart, a cup of tea, my cats choosing my lap. Tiny things, yes, but tiny things have rescued me more times than other promises ever have. I often joke that life’s circumstances can turn a person into either a hopeless romantic or a villain. There is more truth in that than I’d like to admit, actually… thankfully, I’ve had people around me whose kindness kept me from choosing the other road. So instead of letting it harden me, I learned to gather beauty from the cracks it left behind…
My… I seem to have gone off on a long, long ramble, haven’t I?
Be that as it may, Teacup! Consume the media you love, pay attention to details, treat small moments as blessings. Because sometimes to see the world in a better hue, it is about refusing to let a difficult world convince you that beauty no longer exists! Xx!! 🤍
Teacup · 7mo
Hi, Tea. It's already 2026 and i’ve been sitting with the things i left unresolved. I'm not writing this to defend myself or to be understood.
I'm genuinely sorry for what i did and for how my actions affected you. I see now where i was wrong and i regret it. I'm sorry for the hurt i caused, even if i didn’t fully realize it at the time.
I don’t expect forgiveness, and i’m not asking for anything back. I just wanted to acknowledge my responsibility and say i’m sorry without excuses.
I hope you find someone good, someone who treats you with clarity and care. I understand if i wasn’t that person for you.
You don’t need to reply to this. I just wanted to say sorry and take accountability, even if this changes nothing. I do hope you know who the sender of this message is.
Hi. Though I’m not sure who the sender is, thank you for meeting yourself halfway and finding the nerve to say what needed saying. I hope relief followed right behind your message, Teacup. Truth be told, I’ve made peace with what came before 2026 and have only well wishes for everyone I’ve crossed paths with, that I hope the wish finds you, too.
We all deserve a beginning that feels easy enough to breathe in, don’t we?