may 31 '26
hello all,
sorry. i dozed off there.
how do you feel about your dreams? are they vivid: are you the one in them, first person, and maybe they feel like memories? or are they things you witness, and let go? or, you know, a combination of those things.
how does it go for you, dreaming?
I only have recurring dreams and only like once in a blue moon. I'll have some bullshit dream and spend the next week having the same exact or very similar dream. And then every few months I will dream it again. Then I will spend the next few months dreamless until I am tormented yet again. Sometimes by a dream I have already had sometimes by a completely new one but always for at least a week of sleep. Sometimes I am me, or watching me. Sometimes I am someone else. More often than not I am a noire detective who fucks mafia bosses. And in one specific dream that I have around Easter I am my middleschool self wandering an infinite version of my middle school in what I think is hell. I have this one dream that I get when my sense of reality is weird where I will watch a movie and be able to perfectly describe it but the movie doesn't exist. My most recent dream was one that I have dubbed the warehouse, where I am in an infinite warehouse completely alone searching for someone once I give up I wake up. I have had exactly one lucid dream and woke up the moment I realized I was dreaming, have never had another.
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