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hiiii tsuuuuu, i don’t have anything in particular to ask but i hope you have a wonderful weekend xx
i am still thinking about that felix mermaid sketch. i want that tattooed on my eyes, it’s absolutely gorgeous!! no, put it on my ceiling like the sistine chapel
how did you get into fire performing tsu?
oh man, youd be surprised, but the first time i touched fire like that was when i was 12 or 13. i was part of a circus project in school, i guess you could compare it to theater kid shit, just with circus performances. from then it just took off. ive always been a little too much into fire stuff, like burning paper and such, so it was probably a good thing i got that outlet lmao
i had a break in doing it over my 20s. i didnt have the connections anymore, i was not in a great place in general... and then my friends from a dancing group got me back into it. now we meet up at a yearly convention, where mostly professionals go. at this point id call myself a semi-professional fire performer, mainly because i dont earn the bulk of my income with it, but i do get paid when i perform somewhere.
tldr: someone handed me a burning staff when i was 13 and i got hooked immediately lmao
tsuuuuu I don't have the bandwith to beta promptly but I'm so interested in your space AU... do you have a favorite character in it? a favorite line you'd be able to share? ouo
man, those are hard questions. i think im rotating favorites in it.
all eight have massive baggage and havent been traveling together for as long as it seems in the first two chapters, or even in the one im writing right now. they kind of come in pairs with a partly shared story and then intermingle in a variety of ways.
i do have a specific soft spot for felix and jeongin though, to no ones surprise.
felix, the weird sydnari, that has been weird all his life. him being all kinds of genderfuckery, even for an alien species, means a lot to me. hes got massive internal gender issues that come from being male despite hatching from a small batch of eggs that was not supposed to have drones. and hes not really a drone, hes kind of both a warrior drone and a queen. in human terms that would make him intersex, because his body is somewhere between both. in a society that essentially works like a bee hive or an ant colony (kind of both), its difficult to be in between. still, he became his queens companion later. her blade. her protector. and then politics and violence happened and he lost it all... so of course an intruder like jeongin, who just showed up and is taking into what he considers his new hive is making him suspicious and pissy. thats why he calls yennie a parasite.
jeongin meanwhile is just a miserable little dude. raised in an orphanage with very little memory of what came before, taught a beliefsystem that tells him hes undeserving and thus neds to be grateful for all hes given, because he was unwanted by his kin. he was essentially raised as a barely tolerated pet. there is so much to uncover about him and where he actually came from. there are distant connections to seungmins former group/family and not so distant ones to hyunjin, that hyunjin still has to realize are there.
i dont think i have a favorite line yet, but felix threatening to throw jeongin into the trash compactor and chan telling him off with annoyed fondness might be up there in situations ive written up until now.
hi hi!! tsu, my friend, tell me: do you have a dream art that you'd like to make? like a specific AU or a specific characterization that you haven't done yet (or have and want to do again)?
Pepper <3 oh boy, thats hard to answer.
i want to do so many things... chief among them, i want to make illustrations worth printing. cool and epic looking shit, specifically of the Space AU 2.0 (which i need to fucking update oh god) but also for the RPs im writing. i wish i could draw things as hot or as heart breaking as they are in my mind.
for example, in the fantasy Au where felix is an elf, chan is a werewolf, jeongin is a dragon ect, i want to capture chans endless devotion for jeongin and felix somehow. i dont know how i would even do that, because its so deep and so profound... but i still want to try.
or for the wasteland au, somehow capture jeongins connection to the fire, his rage, his need to be free and just... a person.
blunt fangs, where chan and jeongin had their canines pulled... or them fucking with felix, because i kinda wanna draw his specific flavor of omegaverse transness, but i havent dared yet.
istg my head is so full of ideas and stories and i only have two hands and executive dysfuntion TT^TT
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