Pepper <3 oh boy, thats hard to answer.
i want to do so many things... chief among them, i want to make illustrations worth printing. cool and epic looking shit, specifically of the Space AU 2.0 (which i need to fucking update oh god) but also for the RPs im writing. i wish i could draw things as hot or as heart breaking as they are in my mind.
for example, in the fantasy Au where felix is an elf, chan is a werewolf, jeongin is a dragon ect, i want to capture chans endless devotion for jeongin and felix somehow. i dont know how i would even do that, because its so deep and so profound... but i still want to try.
or for the wasteland au, somehow capture jeongins connection to the fire, his rage, his need to be free and just... a person.
blunt fangs, where chan and jeongin had their canines pulled... or them fucking with felix, because i kinda wanna draw his specific flavor of omegaverse transness, but i havent dared yet.
istg my head is so full of ideas and stories and i only have two hands and executive dysfuntion TT^TT