Thank you anyan......

Honestly, all the time~ Any time I post an art, but especially a freak art, I usually have to step away from the computer and any notifications and lay down to calm myself down.. I have a lot of anxiety over it and tend to view myself negatively over it often.. some days I'm like "you know what who cares, share it", but then usually immediately after I feel a lot of self negativity and worry that I'm isolating those around me and making a mistake...

I'm very grateful for those that enjoy it of course, and I'm definitely more comfortable these days than I used to be (I used to have severe panic attacks for the tamest pieces of art), nowadays I'm mainly just "god I hope I'm not too annoying and make cool creators I like look at my art and push me away from them", mixed in with "why am I using this art to represent myself aren't I capable of so much more, is this really how I want to be defined, but then what else do I even make", etc etc...

But I'll continue to draw and share whatever I vibe with~ I definitely became emboldened by the way the internet feels more and more restrictive lately- I may as well put my money where my mouth is and be a freak and be free to spite a world that wants to restrict creative freedom... though I think I definitely lean too much into it sometimes..

But yes~ I'm happy that there are those that don't mind it or even enjoy it as well... I encourage people to like my art however they want, and if it inspires them to make things, then even better~ And for those who don't like it, I apologize.. don't be afraid to let me know your feelings, even if negative, if doing something like a specific tag would also help people filter it out let me know..