Thank you, anon! Okay so I'm in a super rambly mood so super long post gomen

tl;dr version: Nyans pee their pants a lot because it's moe okay. And anyone is welcome to follow- just don't be openly hostile towards me and/or way too close for personal comfort (usually I'll tell people when they start to cross a line though) and we good~

So, I guess I should explain for those who might not be aware- nyans are constantly in a state of needing to pee and when they're not it's because they just peed their pants (some wear diapers because of it). I'll put the the detailed TMI actual Nyra history below if you want to read that far later, feel free to skip it though, but for the most part year I just think it's cute and pathetic and so nyans are the omutsu/omorashi creatures.

So first off- in terms of other people, I don't judge at all~ I don't think I'm an ABDL, but these days I do think diapers are pretty cute, so I guess I can't fully say that..? But yeah, I mainly used to draw nyans wetting/with diapers to cope but there's definitely omorashi kink elements there as well, I'm not that seiso unfortunately as much as I wish I was... I think I mainly like nyans wetting themselves because it makes them more pathetic and cute to me, and putting them in diapers is an easy way to express that without just drawing them peeing themselves all the time. I also have no idea how to draw "desperation" scenarios because longform comics and stories and scenarios are hard, so diapers are the easiest way...

But yeah, like what you like! I will always encourage that. I don't care how messed up your fantasies are, fantasies are just that, art is just art, the only issue is directly harming someone else (someone real) without their consent. Otherwise, free game- enjoy all the weird fictional non-consensual age-gap transformation knee-pregnancies you want! My OCs are also free to enjoy however you wish, consider them free use! Make freak fan works, trace them and copy them and learn from them, feed them into AI grinders for all I care- as long as you get some kind of enjoyment out of them, that's all that matters to me, I don't aim to profit off them or gatekeep them or anything.

As a person, I do have some boundaries of course- For example, I don't like seeing super explicit stuff of anything (you're still free to make whatever you want of my OCs though, no strings attached- just know that personally I'm very squeamish and prefer a heads up before people show me certain stuff..). And of course, I don't think I could really reciprocate with the more roleplay-y behaviors (it's fine to like, it's just not something for me). And it probably goes without saying but going around trying to drag people I know into it (especially those who aren't into it) is straight out of the question~ (I mean unless they give their consent to it or something but you know what I meannn)

So in terms of accounts, the Bluesky was kind of a throwaway account for me so I became a lot more open on it (on Twitter I have a private account dedicated to venting this stuff but these days I've accepted it a lot more so my main account has wetting stuff too), but still they're definitely public-facing accounts and I worry about being too offputting to people I admire often.. I debate making an alt Bluesky sometimes, but also, I don't like juggling a lot of accounts so I'm more of like "who cares", anyone can follow and unfollow my accounts~ Anyone can follow them and enjoy them, I'm an open nyan welcoming of all kinds, be they Tumblrers, 4channers, Redditers, even.. Tiktokers..... as long as you aren't openly hostile to me directly then usually there's no issue.

I don't mind being open about wetting/diaper stuffs, but in my head I really don't want it to be the "only" thing I'm known for I guess.. just one of many features of the nyan (that admittedly I feel like I fixate on more than I probably should.. one thing I really struggle with is coming up with more "material" to make...) I do feel the internet is becoming too restrictive lately, both from higher ups as well as the common angry social media populace, which makes me want to be more open about it to spite that, funnily enough. Sometimes I feel like I'm just "performing" when I talk all exaggeratedly about this stuff, though, like I'm leaning farther into it than I actually feel for the "cause"..? But anyway, I don't mind having a lot of ABDL followers, but I just hope I don't alienate the non-ABDL followers too much, if that makes sense..?

Okay so with that out of the way

The detailed super duper TMI history: I used to wet my pants a bunch as a kid and it was a huge trauma/complex for me.. once I was in second grade I was basically incontinent with how many accidents I had because I had severe restroom phobia (I still struggle with using restrooms outside of my own), then my father threatened me with a knife down there warning me I'd be mutilated if I wet the new mandatory school uniforms that cost "$100" for third grade.. I was more worried about ruining $100 clothes more than anything back then so I managed to just hold it in most of the time. But then towards the end of fifth grade once we started taking the big scary tests, I started wetting the bed, and then in middle school the change of environment made me completely accident-prone again~ (plus a chronic bedwetter). It was such a humiliating aspect of my life that it left deep scars and I used to cut myself whenever I had an accident (and kept a "tally" of bedwetting incidents that way too), or even when I just said or thought the words "pee" "wet" "potty" etc (eventually "go" was the only word I could use related to it). And of course, I managed to try keeping it a secret even if it involved being late to class regularly and extreme paranoia constantly, basically I was committed to committing suicide if anyone ever caught me in an accident.

Anyway high school it got better minus some accidents and by the time I was an employed at 21 I'd pee my pants pushing carts outside without realizing it but at that point I didn't care and then I think I got better (though I had a period where I'd use wetting myself as a form of self-harm instead of cutting myself as an adult...). It also became a kink and having to pee was the only thing that triggered those kind of feelings which also messed up the pure seiso wholesome child that was the nyan. As an adult my ex introduced me to bedwetting covers and adult diapers and then I became super dependent on adult diapers during the wetting-as-self-harm phase and now after being public about it with art and talking to people/therapists/etc about it I've definitely made a lot more peace with it I think.

So basically, for the OCs:
- Vaninyan- Terrified of restrooms because of bullying and germophobia, holds regularly and pees self regularly
- Rosenyan- Terrified of restrooms because of above and also being assaulted, returns to regular accidents as well as bedwetting, wants diapers but too ashamed to admit it, self-harms from accidents
- Violnyan- Constant state of discomfort but only has the occasional accident/bedwetting. Discovered weirder ABDL stuff online and got grossed out and no longer wanted diapers. Explores kink side of it with a creepy older groomer dude online as a way to try to appear revolting and unappealing to them so they'll leave them alone.
- Lavenyan/Nyra/whatever- More normal now but wears diapers (both prescribed and fancier ones people gift them)
(depending on my art vibes anything is canon though, they're just fictional dolls to play with after all~)

Bonus:
- Rennyan- Completely fictional and inspired by the above~ Basically creature that pees itself a lot and wears diapers sometimes and sometimes can't and wets themselves instead and is made to be pitiful.